三部曲

沉睡時

意識簡單無為
只是看著

夢境裡

心靈慾望認為

似此或彼

清醒後

大腦玩轉以為

欺騙系統裡隨便怎樣

    Trilogy

Asleep,

consciousness simple and effortless

just watching

In dreams,

the heart's desires deem

either this or that

Awake,

the mind manipulates, believing

anything within the deception system

清澈

時間近乎停止的無眠之夜
想象的意義終於消散了

放心止息吧

在嬰兒眼眸般清澈的三摩地

         Lucidity

In sleepless nights where time almost halts,

The meaning of imagination finally dissipates.

Let the restless heart cease now—

In a lucid samadhi, clear as an infant’s gaze.

還有自己

徘徊在精神與物質間的曖昧市場，

臣服於平面世界的以為當下。

無從退出已被設定的閉鎖迴圈，

人是自由意志的思想延時。

放空一杯早晨咖啡的香醇氣息，

棲居這微光裡的相對真實。

若曠野中放牧靈魂的本真願望，

有風有雨還有自己。

       —— 當人從平面的閉鎖迴圈進化到立體而開放的遞歸螺旋，他便在時空上進入多維、意識上密度提升。一樣的世界，但他看到更多不一樣的版本和可能。

        Still Have Oneself

Wandering in the ambiguous market between spirit and matter,

Surrendering to the presumed present moment of a flattened world.

No exit from the pre-programmed, closed loop.

Human freedom of will is but delayed thought.

Emptying the rich aroma of morning coffee,

Dwelling in this relative truth of faint light.

If herding the soul's authentic desire in the wilderness,

There's wind,rain, and still have oneself.

     —— When a person evolves from a flat, closed loop to a three-dimensional, open, recursive spiral, they enter multidimensionality in spacetime and achieve an increase in consciousness density. It is the same world, yet they now perceive far more diverse versions and possibilities within it.

紗窗與門

紗窗是理性的
只想聞到靈魂的味道
不願與它擁抱

門是感性的

傾聽外面的一切動靜

想象那漸漸靠近的腳步聲

    Screen and Door

The screen is rational,

wanting only to smell the scent of souls,

unwilling to embrace them.

The door is sentimental,

listening to every movement outside,

imagining those footsteps drawing near.

不再

語言幻覺了現實
世界是一場用靈魂註冊的遊戲

你沉默暫停

你將孤獨登出

你    不再訂閱所謂人類

信仰錨定了神秘大海

存在是一種浪漫起伏的想象

你偶爾是個泡沫

你將回到孕育星球的真空

你    不再隨波逐流

      —— 在宇宙意識的超腦存在遊戲中，靈魂註冊成為人類。

       Never Again

Language hallucinates reality

The world is a game registered with the soul

You fall silent,pressing pause

You will log out alone

You no longer subscribe to so-called humanity

Faith anchors the mysterious sea

Existence is an undulating romance of imagination

You are occasionally a bubble

You shall return to the vacuum that birthed planets

You no longer drift with the tide

      —— In the hyper-cerebral existence game of Cosmic Consciousness, souls register to become human.

觀照

圖：池上日落

夢裡幻想

離開是昨日的愛

隱藏思緒
等不及這太過遙遠的未來

向內觀照
尋找是一種明白

真空萬有

我生命中的星辰大海

    Contemplation

In dreams I imagine

leaving is yesterday's love

hiding thoughts

unable to wait for this far-too-distant future

Inward contemplation

seeking is a form of understanding

emptiness holds all things

the starry cosmos within my life

理性邊界的可能墜落

圖：池上，卑南溪

永恆是當下的隨機謊言

隱藏著一種魅影般的念頭
時常突襲我的理性邊界

以它全然的擁抱

奪走了屬於我的時間等待

      Falling at the Edge of Reason

Eternity is a random lie of the present,

concealing a phantom thought

that often storms my rational frontier

with its total embrace,

robbing me of my waiting time.

趁著夜色提前離開

 理性中帶著一些蠱惑，恐懼中帶著一些貪婪。

                          —— 中國脫口秀演員周奇墨在某次表演中引用演繹股神巴菲特（Warren Buffett）關於投資心理的表述。巴菲特原文“Be fearful when others are greedy and be greedy when others are fearful”（別人貪婪時要害怕，別人恐懼時要貪婪。）

這幾乎是人類牧場裡面最普遍的社會氛圍，而欲望是推動這一切的基本能量。你無法拒絕它，就算拒絕了，也只是一種表演。表演的好還能獲得掌聲。

其實，你也可以選擇離開牧場，走向充滿未知與自由的原野。

（* “人類牧場”請參閱這篇《混沌燒腦與人類政治》）

很清醒的不明白

所以趁著夜色提前離開

我是晚風

我是虛空的存在

"Rational yet somewhat bewitching,fearful yet somewhat greedy."

      —— Chinese stand-up comedian Zhou Qimo（周奇墨）, quoting Warren Buffett's description of investment psychology in a performance. Buffett's original text“Be fearful when others are greedy and be greedy when others are fearful”

This is perhaps the most pervasive social atmosphere in the human pasture, where desire serves as the fundamental energy driving it all. You cannot refuse it, and even if you do, it's merely a performance. Perform well, and you might even receive applause.

Truth be told, you could also choose to leave the pasture, and venture into the wilderness filled with unknowns and freedom.

   Leaving Early in the Night

Soberly unclear

Thus I leave early in the night

I am the night wind

I am the void's presence

真理外賣

圖：Copilot AI

精雕細琢的世界

台步款款搖擺

好一個欠扁的假掰

栩栩如生的幻相

洞窟微光等待

估計沒有人明白

自信為真的大腦

是誰說了算

唯有謊言絕不短路

任意揮灑的宇宙

隨機點擊打開

跳出一個真理外賣

       Truth Delivery

A meticulously sculpted world

Sways with catwalk grace

What a punchable pretentiousness

Vivid illusions

Flicker in the cave’s dim light

Perhaps no one truly understands

The brain convinced of its own truth

—Who really calls the shots?

Only lies never short-circuit

A cosmos of random strokes

Opened with a casual click

And out jumps a truth delivery

幻去

自我離開，

此地尚未人間。

為了消逝不再的美感，
落葉知情不報。

往日幻去，

一鍵記憶重設。

       Vanishing Illusions

Since I left,

This place reverts to pre-human state.

For beauty that vanishes never to return,

Fallen leaves withhold the truth.

Bygone days dissolve like illusions,

A single click resets all memory.

時光

圖：今天的池上大陂（大坡池），涼爽有風。

我說但我沒說

人間是靈魂日暮時的最後倒影

孤獨地想象當下和永恆

你如果打算啜飲這一夜的不眠

我在但我不在

我想但我沒想

世界是生命的歧路遊戲

盡情享受著虛無的盲猜樂趣

你如果摒棄了一切如果

我是但我不是

我來但我沒來

誰棲居心的神秘角落

時光不只是一種簡單的匆匆經過

你如果回憶了逝去的回憶

我愛但我不愛

        Time

I said but I didn't say

the world is the soul's last reflection at dusk

lonely imagining the now and the eternal

if you intend to sip this sleepless night

I am here but I am not here

I thought but I didn't think

the world is life's divergent game

indulging in the blind guess of nothingness

if you abandon all ifs

I am but I am not

I came but I didn't come

who dwells in the heart's secret corner

time is not just a simple passing

if you recall the lost recollections

I love but I love not

非偈

不生滅

不增減
無關一切思維意識
無關一切如彼如是

不落兩邊

不在中間
無關一切善惡道德
無關一切愛恨貪捨

不存在

不意義

無關一切宇宙神秘

無關一切實相真諦

不煩惱

不喜悅

無關一切你我自由

無關一切有無無有

     The Gatha That Is Not

Neither born nor extinguished,

Neither increased nor decreased.

Unrelated to all thought and consciousness,

Unrelated to all"as it is" and "as it seems."

It dwells not between opposites,

Nor does it rest in the middle.

Unrelated to all good and evil,morality,

Unrelated to all love,hate, greed, or renunciation.

It does not exist.

It holds no meaning.

Unrelated to all cosmic mysteries,

Unrelated to all reality and truth.

Without affliction,

Without joy.

Unrelated to your freedom,or mine,

Unrelated to all being,non-being, and neither.

如昔

若是我的靈魂還在

但問誰堪記憶

即使寡淡了它依舊執念於

我為何離開了我自己

只有此在當下

你說那遠行未歸的思想餘溫

以及剛才醒來的咖啡如昔

      As Ever

If my soul still exists,

I dare ask who would remember.

Even faded,it remains obsessed with

why I left myself behind.

Only in the here and now,

you called it the unfinished warmth of a thought long gone,

and the coffee that had just awakened, as ever.

存在是一首無需理解的詩

世界不在乎你的存在，
這是人類所能給你的慈悲之愛。
你擁有了最完整的自由，
而孤獨是必經之路。

是的，我想說：

存在是一首無需理解的詩。

      Existence is a poem beyond the need for understanding

The world is indifferent to your existence,

and this is the most merciful love humanity can offer you.

You possess the most absolute freedom,

while solitude becomes the necessary path.

Yes,I would say:

Existence is a poem beyond the need for understanding.

到此一遊

人類一裝模作樣

它們便開始皺眉頭

路燈頓時沉默，無言以對

要說理性護城河與情感陰溝的差別

記得別提話術和信仰

最好去問明天早晨的咖啡

    —— 人類世界，到此一遊，有什麼是我想帶走的記憶？在咖啡的幽微倒映中，存在即實踐，那唯有品嘗了才存在的香氣。

         Sightseeing

When humans put on airs,

They begin to frown.

Street lamps fall silent, wordless.

If you must distinguish the moat of reason from the gutter of emotion,

Remember: never mention rhetoric or faith.

Better ask the morning coffee of tomorrow.

      —— In this visit to the human world,

what memory would I wish to keep?

In the subtle reflection of coffee,

existence is enactment—

that aroma which exists only when tasted.

缺席與在場

 生活不是呼吸，而是那些讓你屏住呼吸的時刻。
                      —— 2011法國電影《觸不可及》

（*電影《觸不可及》（The Intouchables，2011）中常被引用的話，其實並非該片的法文原文台詞，而是一句廣為流傳的英文諺語“Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away”，並非直接出自該電影，而是一句常被誤以為出自電影的名言）

存在的缺席

迫使我們孤單面對

你不由得屏住了呼吸凝視

一杯已經涼掉的   但清醒的

在場的咖啡

       —— 咖啡漬痕於時間紙頁上的沉思拓印，在一切的消逝中照見精神永不冷卻的醒覺。

        Absence and Presence

The absence of existence

Forces us to face solitude alone

You can't help but hold your breath gazing at

A cup of coffee,cooled yet lucid

In its presence

       —— A meditative imprint of coffee stains upon the parchment of time—within the passing of all things, it illuminates a spirit that never cools into dormancy.