這一天

圖：Gemini

跳過這一天

空白了

已讀

說過的話

不存在

誰的刪除

   —— 致一年前的今天的自己

    This Day

Skip this day.

Blank it out.

Read

The words once spoken

no longer exist.

Whose deletion?

   — To myself one year ago today

未來樹

未來有一棵樹

遠離時空

極致的偏鄉

未來沒有一棵樹

懷那特

生之想象

究竟三摩地

恕不詳

   —— 生命樹”與“何不樹之無何有之鄉”的三摩地協奏。

    The Future Tree

A Tree stands in the future,

beyond space and time,

the farthest frontier.

No tree stands in the future.

Huainate,

the imagination of life.

Ultimate Samādhi,

no further account can be given.

   — A Samādhi concerto between the Tree of Life and the Land of Nothingness.

破

打破心湖之鏡的水面張力

維度高低起伏

偶爾窺見自己的真容

詩歌沉默了ta的夜色

沒有以為的我

    Broken

Break the surface tension

of the mirror lake within the heart.

Dimensions rise and fall.

Now and then,

I glimpse my true face.

The poem silences ta's night.

There is no self I once took to be.

厭物須知

偉大的政客們
光說不練
很專業的貪婪表演

猥瑣的酸民們

光練不說

躲在手機裡面自嗨自爽

以上

配對繁殖

政治吃光了我們的光

以下

人類好棒棒

阿Q

argue

   —— 厭物須知：政治是一群聰明的笨蛋，統治著他們所自由心證認定的另外更大一群笨蛋。

    Notes on Things Worth Disliking

Great politicians

All talk, no action,

Masters of greed performed with professional skill.

Petty internet trolls

All practice, no speech,

Hiding inside their phones, getting high on themselves and getting off on themselves.

Above:

Matched and bred.

Politics has devoured all our light.

Below:

Humanity is amazing.

Ah Q.

Argue.

   — Notes on Things Worth Disliking：

Politics is a group of clever fools,

ruling over another, far larger group of fools,

defined as such by their own subjective convictions.

* Ah Q: a character from Lu Xun’s(魯迅) The True Story of Ah Q(阿Q正傳); in modern usage, it refers to someone who consoles themselves after failure by treating defeat as a kind of victory, often through self-deception or “psychological victory.”

不再

明白明白的從未到來

他們逮捕了自由

禁止真理昂首闊步

幻想幻想的化作現實

他們謊稱了信仰

遮蔽光的照亮前行

等待等待的無疾而終

我們虛構了時間

不再存在

    No Longer

Understanding

that understanding itself never arrived.

They arrested freedom,

forbidding truth to walk with its head held high.

Imagining

that imagination had become reality.

They laid claim to faith with lies,

veiling the light that illumines the way.

Waiting

for waiting itself to come quietly to nothing.

We invented time,

no longer being.

滯留

咖啡無豆可磨

手機也忘了充電

時間凝視著自己的倒影

突發滯留聲明

草蟬

索性無我

    Stalled

No beans left to grind

for coffee.

Even the phone

forgot to be charged.

Time gazed

into its own reflection.

A notice of delay

was suddenly issued.

A grass cicada,

simply chose

no self.

暗色留白

圖：Lumicat

城市充滿人的味道

薄荷完美發散

悶熱的時間急需清涼

手機忘在咖啡店裡

暗色留白

晚上又下了些雨

    Dark Negative Space

The city is filled with the scent of people.

Mint disperses flawlessly.

The sweltering hours long for coolness.

A phone forgotten in a café.

Dark negative space.

It rained a little again tonight.

失去

碎裂的瓶頸

一場席卷身心的靈性海嘯

失去了不算存在的信仰

泡泡飛行

ta與風的遊戲

記憶是不上鎖的牢籠

    Loss

The bottleneck shattered.

A spiritual tsunami sweeping through body and mind.

What was lost was a faith that never truly existed.

Bubbles in flight.

Ta, at play with the wind.

Memory is an unlocked prison.

體感38°C

時光的重置之謎
飯後散步
交給ta回答

咖啡的手沖藝術

街上下著大雨

交給ta回答

命運

若有其事的命運

交給ta回答

熱爆的人類氣象

體感38°C

    Apparent Temperature: 38°C

The mystery of time resetting itself.

An after-dinner walk.

Leave it to ta.

The art of hand-poured coffee.

Heavy rain falls along the street.

Leave it to ta.

Destiny.

A destiny that seems to exist.

Leave it to ta.

The sweltering climate of humankind.

Apparent temperature: 38°C.

讀蘇軾定風波

活著的意義在於思考意義的虛妄，

以及從它所指涉的現實中清醒過來。

《定風波》這闕詞作於元豐五年（1082）三月，時蘇軾因「烏臺詩案」被貶黃州已近三年 。他到黃州東南沙湖視察新購農田，途中遇雨，雨具已被先行帶走，同行者都狼狽不堪，惟蘇軾獨不覺其苦，稍後雨停日出，遂作此詞 。

這段時期是他人生重大轉折：從居高位到被貶謫，經歷獄中折磨與政治打壓，到黃州後逐漸轉為內斂、豁達，被稱為「蘇軾已死，蘇東坡重生」 。

    定風波 - 蘇軾

三月七日，沙湖道中遇雨，雨具先去，同行皆狼狽，余獨不覺。已而遂晴，故作此。

莫聽穿林打葉聲，何妨吟嘯且徐行。
竹杖芒鞋輕勝馬，誰怕？一蓑煙雨任平生。
料峭春風吹酒醒，微冷，山頭斜照卻相迎。
回首向來蕭瑟處，歸去，也無風雨也無晴。

The meaning of being alive is to contemplate the illusion of meaning,

and awaken from the reality to which it refers.

The song Ding Feng Bo(定風波) was written in March of the fifth year of the Yuanfeng reign (1082), when Su Shi(蘇軾) had already been exiled to Huangzhou for nearly three years following the “Wutai Poetry Case.” He had gone to Shahu, in the southeast of Huangzhou, to inspect newly purchased farmland. On the way, they encountered rain; the rain gear had been sent ahead beforehand, so his companions, caught without protection, were all in a sorry state, while Su Shi alone felt no discomfort. Soon afterward the rain ceased and the sun emerged, and he composed this song.

This period marked a profound turning point in his life: from a high official to a political exile, enduring torture in prison and sustained political suppression. After arriving in Huangzhou, he gradually became more introspective and open‑minded, leading to the saying that “Su Shi(蘇軾)has died, and Su Dongpo(蘇東坡) has been reborn.”

    Calming the Waves(定風波 - 蘇軾)

On the seventh day of March, while on the road to Shahu, we encountered rain.
The rain gear had been sent ahead earlier, so my companions, caught without protection, were all in a sorry state; yet I alone felt no discomfort.
Soon afterward the rain ceased and the sun came out again, and so I wrote this.

Do not heed the sound of rain piercing the forest and beating on the leaves;
why not, instead, hum a tune and walk slowly on?
With a bamboo staff and straw sandals, I feel lighter than riding a horse.
Who is afraid?
Let me spend my whole life beneath one raincoat, facing the mist and rain as they come.
A sharp spring breeze blows my wine drunkenness away;
a slight chill remains, yet on the mountain ridge the slanting sunlight greets me.
Turning back to look at that bleak, wind‑and‑rain place just now,
I go on my way:
there is neither storm nor sunshine—there is neither wind and rain nor clear sky.

自我

意識隱沒

未見光的腳步移動

時間是不符常理的存在

一生之後
奉獻了自我的明白

    The Self

Consciousness recedes.

No motion is perceived in the light.

Time is a presence that defies ordinary reason.

After a lifetime,

the self's awakening to this truth was offered.

亂入

夢裡無中生有
理性亂入

語言編造了思想

傍晚的咖啡因情結

    Intrusion

Out of nothing, dreams bring forth being.

Reason barges in.

Language invents thought.

An evening caffeine complex.