2026-09-08

NPC氣象學

在NPC中行走
孤單鳥人
需要自由的空間
和一片小小的雲朵

為了流行
氣象很重要

邏輯+無盡的猜想

—— NPC 是“非玩家角色”(Non-Player Character)的縮寫,指在遊戲中不由玩家操控、而由系統或主持人控制的角色。NPC也被用作網路迷因,比喻那些被認為缺乏自主思考、習慣跟隨主流意見或重複既定台詞的人。
《鳥人》(Birdy)1984 Alan Parker 的電影,Birdy 是一個孤獨、古怪、與主流世界格格不入的人,他從少年時期就迷戀鳥與飛行,甚至把“成為鳥”視為逃離現實、獲得自由的方式。越戰創傷之後,這個傾向更進一步成為他退入自身世界的方式。
那年我剛離開大學入伍當兵,意外看了這部電影,感覺自己其實也是個“鳥人”。42年過去,很多事變了,很多事一直沒變。


    NPC Meteorology

Walking among NPCs
A lonely Birdy
needs a space for freedom
and a little cloud

For the sake of what’s trending
weather matters

Logic + endless speculation

   — NPC stands for “Non-Player Character,” referring to characters in a game that are not controlled by players but by the system or a game master. NPC is also used as an internet meme to describe people who are perceived as lacking independent thought, who habitually follow mainstream opinions, or who repeat set lines.
《Birdy》 is a 1984 film directed by Alan Parker. In the film, Birdy is a lonely, eccentric outsider who has always felt out of place in the mainstream world. Since his teenage years, he has been obsessed with birds and flight, even viewing “transforming into a bird” as a way to escape reality and gain freedom. After suffering trauma from the Vietnam War, this tendency further evolved into a means for him to retreat into his own inner world.
That year, I had just graduated from college and enlisted in the military. I happened to watch this movie and felt that I, too, was actually a “Birdy.” Forty-two years have passed; many things have changed, yet many things have remained the same.

圖:1984《Birdy》的電影海報,令人永生難忘的一幕。

已秋

枯蟬未央
猶待清晨風雨

醒落
另一個三摩地

白露已秋

   —— 白露剛過,明日首波東北季風報到。


    Autumn Already

The withered cicada, not yet at an end,
still awaits the morning wind and rain.

Awake, falling
into another samadhi.

White dew has already become autumn.

   — White Dew has just passed. Tomorrow, the first wave of the northeast monsoon arrives.

2026-09-07

喵的2027

躲在黑箱裡的喵
時間是個謎

寫信給2027
已經過去的未來

張開眼睛
明白不明白


    Meow’s 2027

Meow hiding in a black box
Time is a mystery

Writing a letter to 2027,
the future already gone

Open your eyes
Do you understand?

2026-09-05

無法描述

妄想一個妄念時光
語言尚未誕生
愛無法描述

存在與過場
隱藏了瀕死體驗
一切沒有


    Impossible to Describe

Imagining a time of a delusion
language had yet to be born
love could not be described

Existence and the passage through
concealed the near-death experience
everything is not

幻眠

我猜你猜我在猜什麼
語言預言了我們的言語

所說已說皆是未說
人間始終無人

幽幽天地瞬生滅
輕塵風土春又來

寫詩罔度時間之謊
療愈這文明落下的幻眠

    Illusory Sleep

I guess you’re guessing what I’m guessing
Language foretells our words

All that has been said, already said, remains unsaid
The human realm has always been without anyone

The quiet heavens and earth arise and perish in an instant
Light dust, wind and soil, and spring comes again

Writing poetry, drifting through the lie of time
Healing the illusory sleep left behind by this civilization

距離

並非想念
但記憶
像是一種什麼存在

情感與理性
徘徊不去
刻度了無法測量的距離


    Distance

Not longing
but memory
like some kind of presence

Emotion and reason
linger on,
marking a distance
that cannot be measured.

2026-09-03

黯淡

垃圾之春的樂色時間
星星不是一顆球
人類很累人

文明創造了明文規定

黯淡預言
ai的大停電


    Dim

Garbage time in the Garbage Spring
Stars are not a ball
Humans are exhausting

Civilization made its rules explicit in writing

A dim prophecy
ai's Great Blackout

2026-09-02

愛因斯坦咖啡館

圖:Gemini

愛因斯坦咖啡館
有時ta會去那裡玩手機
Line 給不知名的遠方
未來和過去

    Einstein Café

Einstein Café
sometimes ta goes there, phone in hand
Line to an unknown distance
the future and the past

神聖空間

心的神秘角落
神聖空間

n年之外
光霧瀰漫的白色行星

被遺忘的三摩地


    Sacred Space

A mysterious corner of the heart
Sacred space

Many light-years away
A white planet veiled in luminous mist

The forgotten samadhi

2026-09-01

時間中毒

時間中毒太深
但光速永恆不變

理性和情感的三摩地
迷亂了現實

人是自由的精神存有
亦是維度身心的受困囚徒

唯愛與淚解鎖一切
空有幻化

   —— 在大陂(大坡池)獨坐。靈魂自我投射到這個現實中,本質清醒,但現實中毒太深;然而那又是ta的時間魔法,像這樣,人便經歷了他所體驗到的歡笑與悲傷,並看見自己。

    Time Intoxication

Too deeply intoxicated by time
yet the speed of light remains forever constant

The samadhi of reason and emotion
has disoriented reality

Human beings are free spiritual beings
yet prisoners of the body and mind within a dimension

Only love and tears unlock everything
All things are conjured from emptiness and being.

   — Sitting alone at Dapochi(大坡池).The soul projects itself into this reality, lucid in its essence, yet too deeply intoxicated by reality. And yet, that too is ta’s magic of time. In this way, one experiences the laughter and sorrow that arise through life, and comes to see oneself.

2026-08-31

現實

何處是真正的開始  
密意始終隱藏在存有之中  
故事還沒結束

我想忘記人間的言語  
仔細聆聽昨夜留下來的寧靜  
以及ta離去時的腳步聲

    Reality

Where is the true beginning
The hidden mystery has always dwelled within being
The story is not yet over

I want to forget the language of the human world
and listen closely to the silence left behind by last night
and the sound of ta’s footsteps as ta walked away

2026-08-30

信仰的語言堆疊
一又二分之一個音階
不知如何下來

視神經交叉核
節拍器滴答作響

夢囈生成了幻覺
秋天之塔
截稿和明天

    The Tower

The language of faith piles up
one and a half octaves high,
not knowing how to come down.

The optic chiasm nucleus,
a metronome ticking away.

Murmurs in sleep generate hallucinations,
the tower of autumn,
the deadline and tomorrow.