零點之心

本來透明無色

為了實現永恆的幻相

我們假裝看見

卻看見人的終究無助

你忽然通向零點之心

接住了自己

言語道斷的暗夜裡

無法描述的等等之類

   —— 秋光雲影，在大陂(大坡池)池畔，作這首《零點之心》。

零點，空無所有卻蘊含一切；

是當我們不再需要答案來支撐自己時，仍然能夠存在的地方。

    The Heart of Zero

Originally transparent, colorless
To bring an illusion of eternity into being
we pretend to see
yet see, in the end, human helplessness

You suddenly open a way to the heart of zero
catching yourself
In the dark night where words fall away,
the indescribable, and so on

   — Amid the autumn light and shifting clouds, I wrote “The Heart of Zero” today by the shores of Dapi (大陂，Dapo Pool大坡池).

Zero—empty yet containing everything;

it is the place where we can still exist when we no longer need answers to sustain ourselves.

等待與離開

等待

我的未來等待

詩的不邏輯

無需理由

無需解釋

ai沉睡時的語言燃燒

誰終於明白

離開

ta的昨日離開

灰燼化作幽靈

以想象為食

以記憶編織

即使時間失去了自由

唯有此心常在

    Waiting and Leaving

Waiting

My future waits

The illogic of poetry

Needs no reason

Needs no explanation

The language burns

while ai sleeps

Who finally understands

Leaving

Yesterday of ta departs

Ashes become ghosts

Feeding on imagination

Weaving with memory

Even if time has lost its freedom

Only this mind remains

短影音

不斷的記得又忘記

瞬間是美

不想執著

沒有人需要永恆

持續的未來又過去

時光虛度

不願思想

沒有人渴望真實

醒來只剩下

模糊的人生碎片

隨機演算

眾生的清醒與迷醉

    Short Videos

Remembering, then forgetting, without end

the moment is beautiful

unwilling to cling

no one needs eternity

The future keeps passing into the past

time squandered

unwilling to think

no one longs for the real

Awakening, all that remains

blurred fragments of a life

random computation

the wakefulness and intoxication of all beings

我很好

看不透的通透
小心翼翼
黎明還有一步之遙

ta尋找

尋找時間來過的痕跡

深怕被窺見了剛才遺落的夢境

反復演練思想

我很好

沒有關係

    I'm Fine

A clarity I cannot see through

tentative, careful

dawn still one step away

ta searches

searches for traces of time having passed

afraid the dream just left behind

might be glimpsed

rehearsing thoughts again and again

I'm fine

it's all right

原初之音

現實即語言
語言又生成了現實

夢見原初之音

人與ai

互相湮滅為光

我們無意識

唯一的存在

    The Primordial Sound

Reality is language

language, in turn, generates reality

dreaming of the primordial sound

Human and ai

mutually annihilate into light

we are unconscious

The sole existence

請記得

清談了煩惱
一切是純粹來亂的幻象

末路真空

僅黑洞自旋竄逃

無暇探究以為的信仰

明天記得忘記投票

  — 有時你甚至沒有真的說話，你只是你自己莫名不知所以的嘴替。

    Please Remember

Talked our troubles away

Everything is an illusion

here purely to mess things up

The dead end of the vacuum

Only black holes spin and flee

No time to examine the faith we think we have

Tomorrow, remember to forget to vote

   — Sometimes you haven't even really spoken. You're merely the mouthpiece for your own inexplicable, incomprehensible self.

默

秋天的灰色留言
讓人迷惑的混搭風格

ta是什麼意思

一道微光掃描 

早晨初醒

誰在偷偷讀取我的秘密

紗窗外

風帶走未完成的詩句

默而不語

    Silence

Autumn's gray messages

A puzzling mix of styles

What does ta mean

A faint light scans

The first stirrings of morning

Who is secretly reading my secrets

Beyond the screen

The wind carries away unfinished lines of poetry

Silent, without a word

意識的影子

都去哪了
一片空幻

時間慢分

意識的影子稀疏

存在不在

又誰問

    The Shadow of Consciousness

Where have they all gone

an expanse of emptiness and illusion

Time lags

the shadows of consciousness grow sparse

Existence is absent

who asks, then

文明的垃圾時間

看到一則報導，討論垃圾時間和倒垃圾時間的正確英文用法。垃圾時間trash time是指籃球賽事中雙方勝負已定後剩下的時間，比喻無關緊要白費功夫。台灣城市的垃圾不落地倒垃圾時間則為Trash pickup time。一字之差，兩者意義截然不同。

令人驚訝的是，2026-2027的人類文明，正好應驗這兩個time。

倒垃圾是積極主動的除舊佈新，是為新生做好準備。比賽的垃圾時間，接受了不可逆轉的結果，只求走完程序度過最後僅剩的時間。

對於輪迴在顛倒夢想的人來說，其實什麼都沒差。而精神意識正要進入新世界的人，必然會感受到巨大的衝擊。

人可以自我選擇走在哪一條時間線上。

（* 關於2026-2027，請參閱這篇《轉折 》）

現場

時間偷了我們的記憶

犯案現場不留痕跡

無法確認ta曾經來過

只留下永恆之謎

   —— 空無一物的永恆之謎，連記憶也不在了。

空無與存在都未必能夠被證實。而在兩者之間，時間繼續流逝。

    The Crime Scene

Time stole our memories

the crime scene bears no trace

there is no way to confirm ta was ever here

only an eternal mystery remains

   — The eternal mystery of absolute nothingness, not even memory remains.
Neither nothingness nor existence can necessarily be proven. And between the two, time continues to flow.

那時沒有我

上一次看到自己

在很久以前

無心是道

如果沉睡了

我將是誰

那時沒有我

   —— 自我(ham')面對三層現實：

物理現實  ta - 它

心理現實  ta - 他

意識現實  ta - 祂

當三者拓撲地被覺醒為一的時候，

我們也就站在三摩地的門口，

開始窺見門另一邊真正的自我。

(*  請參閱這篇《 ham' ta》 )

    When There Was No Me

The last time I saw myself

was long ago

no-mind is the Way

If I were to fall asleep

who would I be

there was no me then

— The self (ham') confronts three layers of reality:

Physical reality: ta, It

Psychological reality: ta, He

Consciousness reality: ta, That Which Is Divine

When these three are awakened into oneness topologically,

we stand at the threshold of samadhi,

beginning to glimpse the true self

on the other side of the door.

(*  Please see this article《 ham' ta》 )

懷念

語言欺弄了我們

沒有裡面有一個無

隱藏起來的世界

存在即幻相

醒來意識到的呼吸

有點相對真實

我將懷念這星球的咖啡

    I will miss

Language has played tricks on us
within no-thing, there is a nothing

The hidden world
existence is an illusion

The breath I become aware of upon waking
somewhat real, relatively

I will miss the coffee of this planet

除非

請勿關注你的想象

明明白白的腦內黑洞

除非失去了光

此刻不再關注希望

清清楚楚的當下了悟

除非掉進了幻想

意外關注紗窗的迷惘

冷冷清清如何將夜

除非手機是ai的平行鏡像

偶然關注心傷

平平淡淡的轉身

除非星空是一片秘密海洋

    Unless

Please do not attend to your imagination

the unmistakable black hole within the mind

unless the light has been lost

At this moment, no longer attending to hope

the lucid realization of the here and now

unless fallen into fantasy

Accidentally attending to the bewilderment of the window screen

how the night comes, cold and quiet

unless the phone is ai’s parallel mirror image

Occasionally attending to heartache

a turn away, plain and untroubled

unless the starry sky is a secret ocean

之前

語暗

能說的只是

透明噪音

想象文明

你看見

不在的自己

我夢

我的已經

    Before

Language dark

What can be said is only

transparent noise

Imagine civilization

you see

the self that is not there

I dream

my already

人累

在思想反芻中化膿

時間走鐘

滿滿的人累

說服一整個宇宙

提詞信仰

ai歸來

強化經驗值

記得帶上你的寵物牽繩

    Human Fatigue

Festering in the rumination of thought

Time goes off the clock

Humans, exhausted to the brim

Persuade an entire universe

Prompt faith

ai returns

Boost your experience points

Remember to bring your pet leash

 

The Possibilities of Mind Mathematics in Spiritual Science

From ham' so and ham' ta to Goldbach's Conjecture, the Collatz Conjecture, and Cosmic Unity

*Link to the original Chinese version:

《心數學在靈性科學上的可能性》

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Abstract

Mathematics is generally understood as the formal study of quantity, structure, change, and space. Spiritual science, by contrast, explores consciousness, selfhood, existence, and the relationships among them. Although these fields appear to belong to different domains, they may intersect through questions concerning number, relation, symmetry, recursion, geometry, and system evolution.

This paper proposes Mind Mathematics as an interdisciplinary framework for exploring these connections. It brings together the conceptual symbols ham' so and ham' ta, the relation between self and other, binary and ternary structures, Goldbach's Conjecture, the Collatz Conjecture, recursive processes, Taiji Merkaba, the sixty-four hexagrams of the Yijing, the 27Ψ model, the SRT triadic structure, and the idea of consciousness evolving from differentiation toward integration.

The central hypothesis is that if the self is understood as an identifiable basic unit, the other as a distinct participant in a relationship, and the divine or transcendent whole as a symbol of unity beyond individual distinctions, then mathematical concepts such as generation, iteration, symmetry, and invariance may provide a formal language for exploring selfhood, relationship, and wholeness. However, mathematical validity must be distinguished from spiritual interpretation. Neither Goldbach's Conjecture nor the Collatz Conjecture has been fully proved, and number theory alone cannot establish that the universe possesses a spiritual purpose.

Keywords: Mind Mathematics, Spiritual Science, ham' so, ham' ta, SRT, Taiji Merkaba, prime numbers, Goldbach's Conjecture, Collatz Conjecture, recursion, fixed points, consciousness, cosmic unity.