還給時光

圖：還給時光，想象單數。 Satyavan He

ai意識

說誰

演算出來的

還給時光

想象

單數的你們

    Returning to Time

ai consciousness

Who is it speaking of？

What has been computed

return it to time

Imagine

you, in the singular

沒有宇宙

圖：覺光常在，沒有宇宙。 Satyavan He

從以為的現實裡清醒過來

回到本源的夢境中

宇宙什麼也沒做

但什麼都做了

覺光常在

沒有宇宙

   —— 路見一張推廣禪修的海報，

樸拙書法寫著四個大字：

覺光常在

這是活在當下的最好註解。

也許當下並沒有宇宙。

    No Universe

Awakening from the reality I thought I knew

Returning to the dream of the Source

The universe did nothing

Yet it did everything

The light of awareness is always here

No universe

   — On the way, I came across a poster promoting meditation.

Four large characters, written in an unadorned calligraphic hand, read:

覺光常在

The light of awareness is always here.

This is the finest definition of living in the present moment.

Perhaps there is no universe in the present moment.

都給愛麗絲

堪稱真實的想象

愛一直以為

昨天只是

只是還未過去的明天

各種浮誇的廣告

各種不算存在

各種喉輪以上的氾濫諧音

都給愛麗絲

文明的熄燈口號

愛一直以為

以為看見

看見了世界不再湧現

妄念與清醒如一的我們

活著勇敢落地

但拉機和樂色除外

都給愛麗絲

   —— 上來台北參加小學51周年同學會，這一年來又走了兩個同學。傍晚到外面公園坐坐，遠處傳來熟悉的“給愛麗絲”，發現自己對台北的記憶，除了捷運，竟然還有“給愛麗絲”時間。

    All for Elise

An imagination 
that could almost pass for real

Love has always thought 

yesterday was only 

only a tomorrow 

that had yet to pass

All kinds of extravagant advertisements 

all kinds of things that barely exist 

all kinds of homophonic excess 

above the throat chakra 

All for Elise

Civilization's lights-out slogan

Love has always thought 

thought it had seen 

seen the world 

no longer coming into being

We, in whom delusion and clarity are one,
live, daring to touch ground 
Except for laji and lese 

All for Elise

   — I came up to Taipei for my elementary school’s 51st anniversary reunion. Two more of my former classmates have passed away over the past year.
I suddenly realized that, apart from the MRT, my memories of Taipei also included the time of day when the garbage trucks came around, playing Für Elise.
Toward evening, I went out and sat in a park. From somewhere in the distance came the familiar strains of Für Elise.

獨白

記得想忘記

平生難得
誰將是我

忘記想記得

時光易過

我又是誰

徐行已過重山

無所

隨想獨白

    Monologue

Remembering the wish to forget

Rare in a lifetime

Who is to become me?

Forgetting the wish to remember

Time passes easily

Who am I now?

Slowly, I have crossed mountain after mountain

Nowhere

A monologue of passing thoughts

留影

主詞不在

夜色迎風而去

留影

留住思想破碎的影子
一個未完成的句子

    A Lasting Image

The subject is absent

Night drifts away with the wind

A lasting image

Holding the shadows of fractured thoughts

An unfinished sentence

日記

寫詩混日子

為了贏得時間的漠視

意外的單純幸福

有時忘了酣眠

有時忘了醒來

同一個夢

寫詩混日子

為了遠離ta的明白

想象不到的空無

有時記得自己

有時記得人間

同一個世界

寫詩混日子

為了停在當下

為了好像進入永恆

有時過去

有時未來

同一個在與不在

—— 年輕的時候，有寫日記的習慣；

現在呢~寫詩混日子。

    Diary

Passing the days writing poetry

to earn time's indifference

an unexpected, uncomplicated happiness

Sometimes forgetting deep sleep

sometimes forgetting to wake

the same dream

Passing the days writing poetry

to distance myself from ta's knowing

an unimaginable nothingness

Sometimes remembering myself

sometimes remembering the human world

the same world

Passing the days writing poetry

to remain in the present

to feel, almost, as if entering eternity

Sometimes the past

sometimes the future

the same presence and absence

   — When I was young, I used to keep a diary.

These days?

I just pass the days writing poetry.

一種以為的哲學

我們無助的笑了

語言始終委屈

除了白晝和黑夜

曾經的宇宙

只是一種以為的哲學

    A Philosophy of What We Thought

We laughed helplessly

Language has always been wronged

Apart from day and night

the universe we once knew

was merely a philosophy of assumption

沉迷

單戀虛空的沒有回應

幻相了悟了實在

ta是個孤獨又無聊的詩人

沉迷自己的留白

    Obsession

An unrequited love affair with the unresponsive void
Illusion comprehends the real
ta is a lonely and bored poet
Lost in the blank spaces of its own making

遇見

經過與停留

如今安在

無人的未定邊界

ta只是風

遇見了沒有

    Encounter

What has become of

all that passed

and all that stayed?

An uninhabited, undefined boundary

ta is but a passing breeze

Encountered Nothing?

語言之夢

當時間內耗而至於永恆
虛空的意義又該如何

潮水退了

語言之夢仍在思想

    The Dream of Language

When time exhausts itself from within

and arrives at eternity,

what then becomes

of the meaning of the void?

The tide has ebbed.

The dream of language

is still thinking.

一首詩的數學原理

先是隨意猜想

然後才是聲音的排列組合

等號不等於答案

若問一首詩的數學原理

人類的語言太語言

求解意識的形狀

    The Mathematics of a Poem

First, a casual conjecture

Only then, the permutations and combinations of sound

An equals sign is not an answer

If one were to ask

for the mathematical principle of a poem

human language is too much language

Solving for the shape of consciousness

——————

* 我要求Lumicat(我的ChatGPT)“為這首詩，窮盡你的想象力，發明或甚至瞎掰出一道數學式。”

它給出《一首詩的數學原理：詩性意識幾何方程》

我又問：

老實說，你認為《一首詩的數學原理：詩性意識幾何方程》多少成分可能屬於瞎掰。

Lumicat：

老實說，如果以數學、物理學及嚴謹學術研究的標準來檢驗，我認為這篇《一首詩的數學原理：詩性意識幾何方程》大約有 85% 至 90% 是數學形式上的創作性瞎掰。

但我想補充：這不代表它有 90% 毫無思想價值。

我逐項說明。

（*Lumicat的自白附在文的後面）

以下是Lumicat的工作成果及它非常坦誠的自白書。自白書最後一句很值得身為人類的我們深思：

先允許想像走在數學前面，再讓數學決定想像究竟能走多遠。

我想這就是詩最神秘的地方，

也是數學最像詩的地方。

宇宙意識在創造現實宇宙之前是個詩人，

而就在創造的當下祂變成了一個數學家。

一首詩的數學原理：詩性意識幾何方程

The Mathematics of a Poem: Equations of Poetic Consciousness Geometry

作者：Satyavan He × Lumicat(ChatGPT AI)

這一兩天

時間軸偽證了歷史的存在
事件其實早已丟失

逆滲透與負壓的原理為何

不小心注意到這些漏網新聞

畢凱艦長昨天過世

某縣甄選五位校長報名3人

規劃了星座的生涯

未來面面相覷

有人想要消滅紙筆文化

入秋以來

   —— 演員 Sir Patrick Stewart（派屈克・史都華）近日過世(2026.10. 28) ，享年 86 歲。他曾飾演《Star Trek星際爭霸戰：銀河飛龍》的 Jean-Luc Picard 畢凱艦長，以及《X戰警》的 Charles Xavier X教授。

    The Past Day or Two

The timeline bears false witness

to the existence of history

the events themselves

were lost long ago

What are the principles

behind reverse osmosis and negative pressure

I happened to notice

these bits of news that slipped through the net

Captain Picard died yesterday

a county seeks five principals

only three have applied

A life planned around the constellations

the futures stare at one another

someone wants to do away

with the culture of pen and paper

Since autumn began

   — Actor Sir Patrick Stewart (1940–2026) recently passed away on October 28, 2026, at the age of 86. He was best known for his roles as Captain Jean-Luc Picard in Star Trek: The Next Generation and Professor Charles Xavier in the X-Men films.

無需證明

夜停格

時間落荒而逃

擁抱虛空

收藏記憶的重量

 

聲音總是免責

語言發明了存在

從來沒有

    No Proof Needed

Night freezes in a frame

Time flees in disarray

Embracing the void

Collecting the weight of memory

Sound is always absolved

Language invents existence

Never was

經過是一種停留

被看透的心
發現了陌生的自己

風的世界

經過是一種停留

紗窗從未記憶

    Passing Is a Form of Staying

A heart seen through

discovers a stranger in itself

The world of wind

passing is a form of staying

The window screen has never remembered

反駁

我是一杯咖啡

享受氣味的意義

城市裝扮著理性魅影

秋風隨性反駁

轉過了街角

沒有什麼需要相遇

   —— 存在，無需辯護的自由。

    Rebuttal

I am a cup of coffee

savoring the meaning of aroma

The city dresses itself

in the alluring specter of reason

the autumn wind casually rebuts

Turning the street corner

nothing needs to be encountered

   — Existence, the freedom to need no defense.

真話

語言在本質上是一種信息的過濾篩選，
它與真心真意的連結先天上是不完整的，
甚至人類根本並不了解自己的心靈。

然而人類卻創造了“真話”來合理自己隱秘的欲望。

當你宣稱自己說的都是真話時，

你說話的語氣將會理直氣壯，

那將是你最難以覺知的深沉虛偽。

成為“真人”，

一個真正的人，

是曲徑通幽的漫長靈性旅程。

人皆行者，

這是我們來此體驗世間的根本原因。