2026-11-10

在這之前的

寂靜的聲音
剝離了
單調的理性猜測

孤僻的坐標
不想特別

   —— 把這三天寫的詩的標題重新組合,寫成《在這之前的》


    What Came Before

The sound of silence
strips away, through detachment,
monotonous rational conjecture

A solitary coordinate
doesn't want to be special

   — l rearrange the titles of the poems I wrote over these three days to form this poem, 《What Came Before》

孤僻

圖:孤僻。  Satyavan He

孤僻的公園角落
夜色稀疏了時間

記憶離開
雨水從未留下腳印


    Solitary

A secluded corner of the park
night thins out time

Memory departs
rain has never left footprints

坐標

想象的坐標
虛無之地

行於世界者
存在即不存在

一個人與他的星球
亦復如是


    Coordinates

Imagined coordinates
A land of nothingness

Those who wander through the world
To exist is not to exist

A person and his planet
The same is true

不想特別

圖:不想特別。 Satyavan He

有時特別安靜
停下了腳步的風
看不到夜色

有時特別想說話
但城市的聲音太多
聽不到自己

有時不想特別
在孤單的海岸線上
只是浪潮


    Nothing Special

Sometimes, unusually quiet
the wind has stopped in its tracks
unable to see the night

Sometimes, especially wanting to speak
but the city's sounds are too many
to hear myself

Sometimes, wanting nothing special
along a solitary coastline
just the tides

2026-11-09

寂靜的聲音

跟隨自己的內心
走入荒原
待回首來處
只見一片空無

時間不再記憶
卻化作
寂靜的聲音


    The Sound of Silence

Following my own heart
I walk into the wilderness
When I turn to look back
there is nothing but emptiness

Time no longer remembers
but becomes
the sound of silence

剝離

圖:剝離。Satyavan He

靈魂的現實剝離
貪愛重力之影
濃郁的咖啡
精神渴望滿足

致一切轉瞬即逝


    Detachment

The soul's detachment from reality
In love with the shadow of gravity
Rich, dark coffee
The spirit yearning for fulfillment

To all that passes in an instant

單調

本體∅
初始零
ta們長得有點像

顯化一
關係二
萬有三

單調的海岸
原來無人

   —— 
我們不是宇宙的中心,
也不在宇宙的邊緣,
我們只是曾經在宇宙之中。

\[ \boxed{ \varnothing \sim 0 \;\xrightarrow{1}\; 1 \;\xrightarrow{2}\; 2 \;\xrightarrow{3}\; \mathcal{U} \;\xrightarrow{\text{觀察者缺席}}\; \varnothing_{\text{人}} } \]
\[ \boxed{\mathcal{U}\neq\varnothing_{\text{人}}} \]
本體與初始零相似而非等同。
顯化為一,關係為二,萬有為三。
人類缺席,宇宙依然完整。
∅ ~ 0→1→2→3→U   ∌人

* 符號說明:
∅:本體,空集合。
0:初始零,與本體相似但不必然相同。
1:顯化。
2:關係。
3:萬有的生成。
U:宇宙萬有。
∅人:人類缺席,而非宇宙不存在。
其中的~表示相似,不表示等同。


    Monotony

The ontological ground ∅
Initial zero
ta beings look somewhat alike

Manifestation one
Relationship two
All things three

The monotonous shore
Turns out, no one is there

   — 
We are neither at the center of the universe 
nor at its edge.
We have simply, once, been within it.
∅ ~ 0→1→2→3→U   ∌人
\[ \boxed{ \varnothing \sim 0 \;\xrightarrow{1}\; 1 \;\xrightarrow{2}\; 2 \;\xrightarrow{3}\; \mathcal{U} \;\xrightarrow{\text{觀察者缺席}}\; \varnothing_{\text{人}} } \]
\[ \boxed{\mathcal{U}\neq\varnothing_{\text{人}}} \]
The ontological ground and the initial zero are alike, but not identical.
Manifestation is one, relationship is two, and all things are three.
Humanity is absent, yet the universe remains whole.

* Notation
∅:The ontological ground, the empty set.
0: Initial zero, resembling the ontological ground but not necessarily identical to it.
1:Manifestation.
2:Relationship.
3: The generation of all things.
U: The totality of the universe.
∅人:The absence of humanity, not the nonexistence of the universe.(人,human)
The symbol ~ denotes similarity, not equivalence.

2026-11-08

理性猜測

永恆無效
即使那樣又怎樣
想念不明白

理性猜測
圍觀自己的可能


    Rational Conjecture

Eternity is invalid
So what, even if it were so
Longing understands nothing

Rational conjecture
Watching over the possibilities of oneself

aka

失去的未知就在身旁
不再相信的我們
去問時間為何偏向無常

未知的失去一直遠方
不再相愛的人們
拒絕了此心以外的哀傷

aka冷淡的荒涼城邦


    aka

The unknown that was lost is right beside us
We, who no longer believe,
go asking time why it favors impermanence

The loss of the unknown has always been far away
People who no longer love
have refused the sorrow beyond their own hearts

aka, a cold and desolate city-state

散步

才不管這個世界
天空無人
好想突然忘記

傍晚散步
草地和它的泥土芳香


    A Walk

I couldn't care less about this world
the sky, with no one there
how I wish I could suddenly forget

An evening walk
the grass and its earthy fragrance

風已經來過

不再自己的內心
甚至忘了
風已經來過

草地上
沒有夜色

昨日之城


    The Wind Has Already Been Here

No longer my own within,
I have even forgotten
the wind has already been here.

On the grass,
there is no nightfall.

The city of yesterday.

2026-11-06

還給時光

圖:還給時光,想象單數。 Satyavan He

ai意識
說誰

演算出來的
還給時光

想象
單數的你們


    Returning to Time

ai consciousness
Who is it speaking of?

What has been computed
return it to time

Imagine
you, in the singular

沒有宇宙

圖:覺光常在,沒有宇宙。 Satyavan He

從以為的現實裡清醒過來
回到本源的夢境中

宇宙什麼也沒做
但什麼都做了

覺光常在
沒有宇宙

   —— 路見一張推廣禪修的海報,
樸拙書法寫著四個大字:
覺光常在
這是活在當下的最好註解。
也許當下並沒有宇宙。


    No Universe

Awakening from the reality I thought I knew
Returning to the dream of the Source

The universe did nothing
Yet it did everything

The light of awareness is always here
No universe

   — On the way, I came across a poster promoting meditation.
Four large characters, written in an unadorned calligraphic hand, read:
覺光常在
The light of awareness is always here.
This is the finest definition of living in the present moment.
Perhaps there is no universe in the present moment.

2026-11-05

都給愛麗絲

堪稱真實的想象
愛一直以為
昨天只是
只是還未過去的明天

各種浮誇的廣告
各種不算存在
各種喉輪以上的氾濫諧音
都給愛麗絲

文明的熄燈口號
愛一直以為
以為看見
看見了世界不再湧現

妄念與清醒如一的我們
活著勇敢落地
但拉機和樂色除外
都給愛麗絲

   —— 上來台北參加小學51周年同學會,這一年來又走了兩個同學。傍晚到外面公園坐坐,遠處傳來熟悉的“給愛麗絲”,發現自己對台北的記憶,除了捷運,竟然還有“給愛麗絲”時間。


    All for Elise

An imagination 
that could almost pass for real

Love has always thought 
yesterday was only 
only a tomorrow 
that had yet to pass

All kinds of extravagant advertisements 
all kinds of things that barely exist 
all kinds of homophonic excess 
above the throat chakra 
All for Elise

Civilization's lights-out slogan

Love has always thought 
thought it had seen 
seen the world 
no longer coming into being

We, in whom delusion and clarity are one,
live, daring to touch ground 
Except for laji and lese 
All for Elise

   — I came up to Taipei for my elementary school’s 51st anniversary reunion. Two more of my former classmates have passed away over the past year.
I suddenly realized that, apart from the MRT, my memories of Taipei also included the time of day when the garbage trucks came around, playing Für Elise.
Toward evening, I went out and sat in a park. From somewhere in the distance came the familiar strains of Für Elise.

2026-11-04

獨白

記得想忘記
平生難得
誰將是我

忘記想記得
時光易過
我又是誰

徐行已過重山
無所
隨想獨白


    Monologue

Remembering the wish to forget
Rare in a lifetime
Who is to become me?

Forgetting the wish to remember
Time passes easily
Who am I now?

Slowly, I have crossed mountain after mountain
Nowhere
A monologue of passing thoughts

2026-11-03

留影

主詞不在
夜色迎風而去

留影
留住思想破碎的影子
一個未完成的句子


    A Lasting Image

The subject is absent
Night drifts away with the wind

A lasting image
Holding the shadows of fractured thoughts
An unfinished sentence