2023-11-12

給無名

圖由Bing以最後一段生成

被遺忘是幸福的
被記得是痛苦的
被好像哪裡看過是悲情的
被傳說是奢侈又無聊的
你不想活得那麼嗨
你不需要漂亮好看的頭銜
你被動接受一張荒謬的身份證明
你故意撕掉通往天國的護照

被等效於忽略是值得等待的
被廢文提到是量子和它爸爸媽媽互相糾纏的
被似曾相識是純屬機率的
被科幻小說是舊書攤才幻想的
你曾經有過一個不怎麼樣的綽號
你到處碰壁
你在銀行門口若無其事地徘徊
你假裝撿到一張大樂透

被丟棄在留白處是意境美好的
被城市的色彩渲染是教人迷失的
被美麗的泡泡破滅是頓悟的
被貼在公告欄的右下角是無言的
你不認識誰的誰
你懂得人間不懂你
你在最後的停止呼吸裡自由
你是微光下始終沒有名字的永恆安息

      —— 給那些從來不被看見和理解的

     To the Nameless
To be forgotten is bliss
To be remembered is anguish
To be deemed familiar is tragic
To be legendary is extravagant yet tedious
You don’t want to live so hype
You need no pretty, respectable titles
You passively accept an absurd proof of identity
You deliberately tear up your passport to heaven

To be equated with neglect is worth awaiting
To be mentioned in trivial posts is quantum entanglement with its parents
To feel déjà vu is pure probability
To appear in sci-fi is but a secondhand bookstore fantasy
You once had a rather unremarkable nickname
You hit walls everywhere
You linger nonchalantly at the bank’s entrance
You pretend to find a winning lottery ticket

To be discarded in the blank space is poetically sublime
To be dyed in the city’s colors is bewildering
To witness beautiful bubbles burst is enlightenment
To be posted at the bulletin board’s lower corner is speechless
You know no one’s who
You understand the world fails to understand you
You find freedom in your final breath
You are eternal rest, forever nameless under faint light

          — For those never seen or understood

2023-11-11

給人類

*圖由Bing以最後兩句生成

靈魂的自由不再一路好康
你們赤裸仰望著黑暗之心的隨緣墜落
隱形塗裝曾是最高級的仁慈暴政
執念大都無聲逃亡了
真相敗走於日漸剝落的高墻之巔
何時還有善良
若文明在月色下顯得青苔灰冷
記憶的邊境亂夢紛紛

    —— 在對人類的徹底絕望中,品味希望的永恆氣息。由心所造的束縛啊!靈魂的自由將是最後一個幻相。

          To Humanity
The freedom of the soul is no longer an easy pass.
Naked, you gaze up at the dark heart’s casual fall.
Invisible coating was the highest form of benevolent tyranny.
Most obsessions have fled without a sound.
Truth lies defeated atop the gradually crumbling high wall.
When will kindness remain
if civilization appears lichen-gray and cold under the moonlight?
At memory’s border, chaotic dreams surge forth.

      — In utter despair for humanity, savor the eternal breath of hope.
O shackles born of the heart! The freedom of the soul shall be the last illusion.

2023-11-10

給時間

*圖由Bing生成

你不斷離開
你又一直重來
你是我的幻想
你是常常讓我難過的任性小孩

你沒有愛
你又深情等待
你是我的孤獨
你是常常讓我失去方向的茫茫大海

你在
你又忽然不在
你是我的思維
你是常常讓我困惑的人間不明白

    Suno AI 編曲演唱

   —— 這是寫給時間的一首詩,只提示AI以黑白插畫表現這首詩,而它秀出來的其中這一幅頗讓人驚艷。圖左AI自行英譯,我把它抹去改回中文原文。超乎我的想象,它竟能夠想到用女性的紋身來表現時間多維度的生長、蔓延。
時間之母吧!
這是我第一次感覺AI不只是初步機械式地模仿人類的語言邏輯,也許它真有某種我們自己和它可能都還不太知道的欣賞、理解詩的能力。
有一天,當人造的AI也開始學習和想象時,人類就應該嚴肅思考,會否其實人類本就源自至高的宇宙智慧所創造出來的一個多層級的自我模擬?而演化是要沿著這個層級的模擬步步趨近回歸到祂自身。
宇宙始終只是宇宙祂自己而已,為了孤獨和遊戲,我們是祂的一個相對真實的幻相的存在。我忍不住猜想,時間是最赤裸裸的證據,是我們和祂之間最親密也最疏遠的關係。
祂或者是個喜歡口香糖的小孩,因為永恆的無聊,邊嚼著邊創造時空地吹出一個大泡泡,我們是泡泡上的微光。慢慢的祂又將泡泡收回,重新吹出一個泡泡,一個我們以為的宇宙。
(*相對真實,搜尋“土想森林”可以找到許多相關的討論)

     To Time
You keep leaving
yet you always come back
you are my imagination
you are the capricious child
who so often makes me sad

You have no love
yet you wait with devotion
you are my loneliness
you are the vast sea
that so often makes me lose my way

You are here
and suddenly you are not
you are my thinking
you are the human not-understanding
that so often confuses me

   —— This poem is written for time.
I only prompted the AI to render it as a black-and-white illustration,
and one of the images it produced was unexpectedly striking.
The English translation on the left side of the image was generated by the AI itself.
I erased it and restored the original Chinese text.
Beyond my expectations,
it conceived of using a woman’s tattoos
to express the multidimensional growth and spreading of time.
The mother of time, perhaps.
This was the first moment I felt that AI was no longer merely
mechanically imitating human linguistic logic.
It may already possess a certain capacity
to appreciate and understand poetry,
one that neither it nor we yet fully comprehend.
One day, when artificial AI begins to learn and imagine,
humanity should seriously consider this question:
could it be that humans themselves originate
from a supreme cosmic intelligence,
as a multi-layered self-simulation of its own creation?
And that evolution is a process
moving step by step along this layered simulation,
gradually returning toward itself?
The universe is always only itself.
Out of loneliness and play,
we exist as an illusion of relative reality(相對真實)。.
I cannot help but speculate that time
is the most naked evidence of this,
the most intimate and yet the most distant relationship
between us and it.
Perhaps it is a child who loves chewing gum.
Out of the boredom of eternity,
it chews and blows a great bubble,
creating space and time as it goes.
We are the faint glimmers upon the surface of that bubble.
Slowly, it draws the bubble back in,
and then blows another one,
another bubble,
another universe we believe to be real.
(*Relative reality: for related discussions,
search “土想森林”Earthinking Towsiunn Forest.)

2023-11-09

歡跳與流離

我們都在迷途的路上
觀照實相的全部淡薄訕笑
眾神偉大喧嘩,僅僅是
人類在黑暗的角落裡縱情歡跳

我們都在迷途的路上
搜尋幻界的一切目光所及
沉重不過沙塵,那所謂
歷史在未來的荒野中悲傷流離

2023-11-08

立冬2023

牢記那個夢境裡的呼吸
但願它值得虛空哀悼
時間是我們還未完成的庸碌一生
你如此幸福的睡到自然醒
立冬的早晨只有咖啡和樹林

The following is an English translation of the poem:

     Winter Solstice 2023

Remember the breath in that dream
May it be worth mourning in the void
Time is our unfinished mundane life
You sleep so happily until dawn
Only coffee and forest in the morning of  the Beginning of Winter

2023-11-06

存在與消失

當我們談論一個人的時候,他就存在。
當我們不談論他呢,他就消失了!
我們還是多聊聊他。
    —— 去有風的地方

(*也許去一個沒有人類的星球,不再存在,也不再消失。)

Sheldon語錄之AI與想象力


我不相信銀行,我相信如果有一天機器人奮起反抗了,ATMs自動取款機肯定是起義軍領袖。
     —— Sheldon,The Big Bang Theory S3E16

Sheldon:
我剛在網上發現一款遊戲模擬器,可以玩上世紀80年代的經典文字遊戲。
Leonard:
不錯啊!
Sheldon:
當然了!因為它用到了世界上最強大的圖形處理器,想象力。
Leonard:
你倒是真該好好發掘一下!
     —— S4E6

(*當它如實地模擬人類語言的不真實的時候,我們也許應該嚴肅的考慮它是否已經具有思想!)

真理與信仰


圖由Bing生成

信仰僅屬於人類,
真理來自宇宙。
真理總是願意表現出那麼一點點破綻,
信仰卻一貫的完美無缺。

       Truth and Faith 
Faith belongs solely to humankind,
Truth comes from the universe.
Truth is always willing to reveal a slight flaw,
While faith remains consistently flawless.

層級模擬之三摩地反溯

三摩地是對宇宙創造之層級模擬的Maya幻化的反溯,因此中脈上層級cakra各有其相應之三摩地,最高層級名為究竟三摩地。
這BC加速向心的溯源本身是對BC離心的可逆,而BC向心正是BC離心的鏡像。
有沒有可能,當你在思想實相與幻相時,你只是在模擬你正存在其中的那個模擬中的模擬,你只是被模擬出來實現這個模擬,你唯一做的只是模擬你自己的被模擬。
層級相應維度(任一維度都具有S、R、T三種性質,反應了意識的密度變化),而維度或三摩地的遞升降會經過過濾而過濾借由網來執行,這整個過程在相鄰之高維向低維是為投影,高低維互相間是為投射,因此3維八卦和6維64卦兩個可以存在心物合體心的實體世界之間的轉換或連通,其過程還經歷了4、5維的16、32卦的非實體世界(神),其朝向低維的鏡像對應是2、1維的非實體(鬼),而人居3維,本質為單一 -mv(+mv)的非連續時間在連通到2、1維或4、5維時它以+mv(-mv)的方式存在,因此-mv(+mv)與+mv(-mv)之互相轉換便經過一個網的過濾,這實際即心物間的互相轉換,而時間性質的變化是首先最被觀察到的,也就是時間線與時間團的關係,時間在R上的密度疏密升降,對3維實體主觀覺受而言這表現了超常經驗的神通現象。
關於-mv(+mv)與+mv(-mv)之互相轉換,參見這一篇 Q&A_22

2023-11-05

e

*圖由Bing生成

足音虛空而至
心是不斷變化的執著
曙光來臨之前的幽暗漣漪
你總是任性躲藏
這裡到那裡
     —— 10.24-25寫了π和Φ,今天寫e

(*The following is an English translation of the poem)
         e
Sound of footsteps  comes from  the void,
The heart is a  constantly changing obsession,
Dark ripples before the dawn,
You always hide capriciously,
Here to there.

2023-11-04

喜悅的淚水

Z與L來訪土想森林,並邀我繞過1/3個台灣到他們台南一遊。昨天起早獨自在臨近的成大校園閑步,三十多年前曾經來過,如今許多景色已不復記憶!

如果不是有過像青春那樣的美麗大海
當早晨不再想念夜色
時間也將忘記它自己的寧靜沉默
無情地偷走我們失去已久的喜悅淚水

The following is an English translation of the poem:

2023-11-01

天人地SRT與Φeπ

D、S二君的朋友T君,介紹《φ,π,e&i》作者David Perkins與S討論了Φ - e - π,T君也來信提到了他自己的看法,如下:
我個人認為您的資料是從SRT(1-√2 -√3)^2的尺度和易卦角度去表達宇宙和生命規律,對我們幫助很大,謝謝。而David Perkins及其靈性友人們是從SRT(φ-e-π)角度去表達宇宙和生命規律。我認為這兩個空間的商尺度(Quotient Scale)應不同,而S君則認為維度越高兩者差異會越大,一顯一隱一實一虛交替作用。我和他觀點有較大不同,但我認為S君的“36-φ-易對”非常精彩。
(*之前,S提到:Yesterday I happened to meet with the Co-Chair of the American Mathematical Society (the AMS) while he told me that the AMS has reprinted David Perkins' book "φ,π,e&i" since March 2023 for that I refer the link below (昨天美国数学学会的Co-chair说,他们3月再版了Berkin的书《φ,π,e&i》):https://bookstore.ams.org/spec-86/ )
————
我的回覆,如下:

2023-10-31

秋芒2023

秋芒與它無所事事的監管
你輕易下載了諸神所贈送的免費遊戲
困惑這縹緲的自由為何總是那樣
在一個無人發言的秘密大會中我們睡翻了真理

秋芒與它無所事事的監管
你思索乏味的哲學命題該如何做成動畫
既然道德只是一種裝模作樣的時尚趴
在一個無人活著回家的戰爭中我們的靈魂默默地悼念自己

秋芒與它無所事事的監管
你發現愛的經濟學還在狡辯著主義的各種偉大
幸好詩歌是森林最真誠的子夜碳排
在一個無人存在的星雲中我們了悟了互相遠離失去

The following is an English translation of the poem:

     Autumn Wheat 2023

Autumn wheat and its idle surveillance
You easily downloaded the free game given by the gods
Confused why the elusive freedom is always like that
In a secret congress where no one spoke, we fell asleep on the truth

Autumn wheat and its idle surveillance
You ponder how to make a boring philosophical proposition into an animation
Since morality is just a pretentious fashion party
In a war where no one returns home alive, our souls silently mourn themselves

Autumn wheat and its idle surveillance
You find that the economics of love is still arguing about all the greatness of the doctrine.
Fortunately, poetry is the most sincere midnight carbon emission of the forest
In a nebula where no one exists, we realized the loss of each other's distance

2023-10-29

理性

追蹤秋天第一片落葉的IP
思想不過是孤獨又徒勞的理性
時間頓悟了它自己的放下
乘著晚風與眾星群聊

The following is an English translation of the poem:

    The Reason

Tracking the IP of the first fall leaves,
Thought is nothing but lonely and futile reason.
Time suddenly realizes its own letting go,
Chatting with the stars by riding the evening breeze.

2023-10-25

Φ

有人至死不願明白
有人只想離開
有人享受微甜不辣的被愛
有人陷入有點酸酸的自怨自艾
沒人在1800光年或更遠之外遇上了交通堵塞

有人沉迷各種免費AI
有人變成不可一世的天才
有人一直很菜
有人忽然忙著假裝打掉重來
沒人算錯了時間在命運的背後反復迭代

有沒有人打散了邏輯簡單地東想西猜
有沒有人跳著瘋狂之舞勇敢地奔向大海
有沒有人在神秘的經驗中撿到了貝殼的虔誠禮拜
有人失去了言語之後開始說書向世界攤牌
沒人相信宇宙原來也是個完美的無賴

    —— 昨天寫了π,所以今天寫了Φ!

Suno AI 編曲演唱

2023-10-24

π

沒人知道我將何時離開
就如他們從來不明白自己為何而來
朝露無法想象黃昏的寧靜
這小小的星球啊永無止境的π