健忘

思想延遲反應
智慧只在頭髮灰白之間

陷入回憶而顯得黯淡無光

情感也習慣了健忘

了悟是一種自我誤會

本來沒有與空無

         Forgetfulness

Thought reacts with delay,

Wisdom only between graying hairs,

Grows dim while sinking into memory.

Emotion too grows accustomed to forgetting—

Enlightenment is a misunderstanding of the self,

What never was, and emptiness.

今日特調

藍鵲宣讀人間皆一大夢

我雖初醒而寒冬將臨

此心卻早已先行落葉於一切他者

天地無言入空   獨留白

時間悠悠淡淡的今日特調

      —— 美麗的早晨，藍鵲把我喚醒

        Today's Special

The magpie proclaims all human life a dream—

I, newly awakened, face the coming winter,

Yet my heart has long shed its leaves

Ahead of all others.

Heaven and earth, wordless, dissolve into emptiness,

Leaving only whiteness behind.

Today’s special,

Steeped in time’s long, faint simmer.

      — A glorious morning. The magpie woke me.

不曾存在的我

圖：Lumicat

當我離開我自己的時候
我才終於學會像孩子般哭泣

那是我本來的樣子

而如今我已經是個白髮老人

當我離開我自己的時候

我才終於明白什麼是母親的愛

那是我本來該有的樣子

而如今我已經臨近流浪的終點

當我離開我自己的時候

我才終於想起好好擁抱自己的靈魂

那是我本來就是的樣子

而如今我已經變成不曾存在的我

      The Me That Never Was

When I left myself

I finally learned to cry like a child

That was my original form

And now I am white-haired and old

When I left myself

I finally understood a mother’s love

That was how I ought to have been

And now I near the end of my wanderings

When I left myself

I finally remembered to embrace my own soul

That was what I always was

And now I have become the me that never was

什麼又是什麼

圖：冬日將臨的池上大陂(大坡池)

那天即將來臨

我應該記得什麼

一堆關於未來的密碼

但，什麼又是什麼

那天已經來臨
我最好忘了什麼

一句無法抹去的承諾
但，什麼又是什麼

      What is What

That day is about to arrive

What should I remember

A pile of codes about the future

But what is what

That day has already arrived

What I'd better forget

An indelible promise

But what is what

秘密

圖：Copilot AI & Satyavan 

宇宙最大的秘密是沒有秘密
坦然接受了死亡的死亡

我便活在真理的孤獨之中

遠離一切喜悅和痛苦

時間愛我以奇異幻相

總是來不及鐫刻屬於我的石碑

我便消失於實相的真空裡

融入所有的存在和沒有

​          The Secret

​The universe’s greatest secret is that there is no secret.

Having calmly accepted the death of death,

I dwell in the solitude of truth,

Far removed from all joy and pain.

​Time loves me with strange illusions,

Always too late to engrave a tombstone that belongs to me.

I then vanish into the vacuum of reality,

Merging into all existence and non-existence.

頓悟

實相我已忘記多時

流浪於虛擬人間如今

早晨的咖啡儀式很想留下

手搖柄的磨豆窸窸窣窣

星球力矩的謠言彼端

始終坐落著悖論般的存在詩學
若想顛覆這世俗的無端嘲諷

沉默不語是唯一的選擇

拆了吧這原本鬆散的語言積木

歷史只是一堆不知所云的自動書寫

不如冒充嬰兒牙牙學語

餓了純粹無知

隱晦還能持續多久

精神一旦厭倦了它的靈魂化身

愛不僅僅是內在結構

頓悟的斑駁外牆預告了自己的即將崩塌

         Epiphany

The real form I forgot long ago

Now wandering in a simulacrum world

The morning coffee ritual I desperately wish to retain

The hand-crank grinder whispers its hushed rustling

Beyond the rumors of planetary torque

There always sits the paradoxical poetics of existence

To overturn this worldly groundless ridicule

Silence remains the sole choice

Dismantle these originally loose linguistic blocks

History is but a heap of automatic writing devoid of meaning

Better to feign an infant's babbling speech

Hungry, purely ignorant

How long can obscurity persist

Once the spirit wearies of its soul incarnation

Love is more than internal architecture

The mottled facade of epiphany foretells its own collapse

冷淡而自由

預言是慾望的變體
滔滔不絕地發酵救贖

明早拿鐵或美式

但請記得空腹開水優先

秋天已將時間揉成一團

宣告維度的裹挾無效

冷淡而自由

有誰仍在信仰自己的童年

       Indifferent and Free

Prophecy is a variant of desire,

Ceaselessly leavening salvation.

Tomorrow morning, latte or americano—

But remember, empty stomach, water first.

Autumn has already kneaded time into a crumpled mass,

Declaring the coercion of dimensions null and void.

Indifferent and free—

Who still keeps faith with their own childhood?

請善待自己的靈魂 - 7

在時間的河流中砥礪前行，
我們都會失去很多東西，

但唯獨不能失去愛的勇氣。

這種勇氣並非呐喊，

也並非衝鋒。

它是自身難保之人，

還能擁有憐憫弱者的同情心。

它是行將就木之人，

還能記得吟誦詩詞的詩意。

     —— YouTube越哥說電影，希臘電影《永恆和一日》（Μια αιωνιότητα και μια μέρα，Eternity and a Day），1998年希臘導演狄奧·安哲羅普洛斯（Theo Angelopoulos）巴爾幹三部曲的最終章，由布魯諾·甘茲（Bruno Ganz）主演，該片榮獲第51屆坎城影展金棕櫚獎。

黎明前最後一顆清亮的晨星

預告著驕陽的來臨

迷霧陰影皆不敢損及那萬里無雲的蒼穹

一陣微風吹來了愉悅

仿佛吹向了心靈深處的呢喃

生命甜美，生命如此甜美

    —— 影片中詩人索羅莫斯在公車上為亞歷山大吟誦

亞歷山大：明天是什麼？

安娜（亞歷山大妻）：明天就是比永恆多一天

這電影讓人一夜沉吟良久，我們都是那砥礪前行的過河卒子，也是那自身難保之人，而終究難免行將就木，唯獨不能失去的是愛的勇氣。

永恆和一日，

明天就是比永恆多一天。

請善待自己的靈魂

荒與牆

圖：Lumicat 

僅此而已

我思想的忙
忙著一個想像的計算結果

映照出宇宙無聊的荒

其實如果

宇宙意識的想

想著一種無限的邊界

鏡像出我存在的牆

​      The Fuss and The Wall

​Nothing more than this,

The fuss of my thinking mind,

Engaged in an imagined calculation,

Reflecting the universe’s desolate boredom.

​Yet, what if

The thought of Cosmic Consciousness,

Conceiving of an infinite boundary,

Mirrors the very wall of my existence?

圖：同一個提示，Gemini畫的這張圖，風格也許和英譯適配。尤其它的銀河星空很美。

倒數

圖：Lumicat 

禪定無禪

存在是等待拭去的灰塵

時間的魔鏡樂於倒數逆熵

意義不止是清澈通透

我抗拒早起的睡眼惺忪

想像半小時後的咖啡餘香

計劃著人生的美麗境界

如果寒流週末報到

也許了悟是一種冬藏

      —— 氣象預報説這個週末首波寒流報到

       Countdown

Dhyana is no dhyana,

Existence is dust awaiting to be wiped away.

Time’s magic mirror delights in counting down negative entropy.

Meaning is more than clarity and transparency—

I resist the drowsy eyes of an early rise,

Imagining the lingering scent of coffee half an hour later.

Planning the beautiful realms of life,

If the cold front arrives this weekend,

Perhaps enlightenment is a kind of winter storing.

      —— The weather forecast says the first cold front will hit this weekend.

成為山的孤獨

圖：Lumicat

在詩意的內斂中節制言語
沉默以對人世喧囂

時光冉冉不過是

避靜於一棵樹的演化

成為山的孤獨

   Becoming the Mountain’s Solitude

In poetic restraint, words are held in check

Silence confronts the clamor of the world

The passage of time is but

A retreat into the evolution of a tree

Becoming the mountain’s solitude

囈語

時間不是什麼
在但是不存在

我是沒有

什麼不是時間

存在但是不在

沒有是我

      Delirium

Time is not anything

That is but does not exist

I am nothing

What is not time

Exists but is not

Nothing is I

Φ的鏡像是個π

圖：Lumicat 

談些什麼宇宙的無聊遊戲

想像與真理之間的戀情難解難分

昨日在一覺醒來後不見了

生活總是伴隨著冷淡的明白

意義墜落在時間的謊言裡

故事編造了神聖自我

每天早起喝一杯白開水

Φ的鏡像是個π

    ——  數學悖論與哲學暗號的蹺蹺板上，伴隨著冷淡的明白，Φ的鏡像是個π。

（Φ與π在數學、哲學、靈性科學上的意義請參閱這篇文章及其所附相關連結：《宇宙交響樂》）

       The Mirror of Φ Is a π

Speaking of the universe’s tedious little games

The romance between imagination and truth is tangled beyond resolve

Yesterday vanished when I awoke

Life is always accompanied by a cool and distant clarity

Meaning falls into the lies of time

Stories construct a sacred self

Each morning begins with a glass of plain water

The mirror of Φ is a π

     —— On the seesaw of mathematical paradox and philosophical cipher, accompanied by a cool and distant clarity, the mirror of Φ is a π.

我有過一個什麼

我有過一個真理實相，在每一次的彷徨迷失中。

我有過一個宇宙，在每一次的呼吸之間。

我有過一個生活，各種無聊和喜怒哀樂。

我有過一個世界，充滿人類。

我有過一個天真的以為，以為都是那樣。

我有過一個三摩地，裡面什麼也沒有。

我有過一個愛情，從未實現的愛情。

我有過一個旅行，孤獨是唯一的方向。

我有過一個什麼，一個無法訴說的什麼。

​        The Thing I Once Had

​I once had a truth and reality, amidst every moment of wandering and loss.

I once had a cosmos, within every single breath.

I once had a life, with its boredom and its joys and sorrows.

I once had a world, one that was filled with mankind.

I once had a naive belief, that I thought things were always like that.

I once had a Samadhi, a place where there was absolutely nothing.

I once had a love, a love that was never realized.

I once had a journey, where solitude was the only direction.

I once had a thing, a thing that could never be told.

斷裂

圖：Lumicat

貓躡足於風的停留處
堅守秘密的角落自帶疏離

自由不再需要了悟

意義的追尋是一種本質上的錯過

也許某個世界的隱形版本

如果淡忘了

那應是昨日追悔不及的斷裂

—— 2025.12.4 回池上的鐵路，鄰座乘客在電話中突然冒出一句：“斷裂感”。

          Fracture

A cat steps lightly where the wind pauses,

holding a secret corner, aloof by nature.

Freedom no longer needs comprehending;

the search for meaning is a missing, in essence.

Perhaps some invisible version of a world,

if forgotten,

becomes the fracture beyond yesterday’s regret.

— On the train returning to Chishang, Dec 4, 2025. The passenger next to me suddenly said “a sense of fracture” on the phone.

也只是

圖：有事上臺北，在基隆河錫口碼頭彩虹橋坐看落日黃昏

我的想象也只是我的想象
明天太陽依舊升起

不停的說話與末日濾鏡

我的情感也只是我的情感

月亮依舊沉落

黑暗終將拋棄失眠的光明

我的希望也只是我的希望
人間依舊喧嘩

唯有沉默安撫了剛才離開的心情

      Only So Much

My imagination is only my imagination.

Tomorrow the sun will rise again.

Words keep pouring out, tinted by an apocalyptic filter.

My feelings are only my feelings.

The moon will still descend.

Darkness will abandon the sleepless glimmer of light.

My hope is only my hope.

The world of humans remains clamorous.

Only silence soothes the mood that has just departed.