我有過一個真理實相,在每一次的彷徨迷失中。
我有過一個宇宙,在每一次的呼吸之間。
我有過一個生活,各種無聊和喜怒哀樂。
我有過一個世界,充滿人類。
我有過一個天真的以為,以為都是那樣。
我有過一個三摩地,裡面什麼也沒有。
我有過一個愛情,從未實現的愛情。
我有過一個旅行,孤獨是唯一的方向。
我有過一個什麼,一個無法訴說的什麼。
The Thing I Once Had
I once had a truth and reality, amidst every moment of wandering and loss.
I once had a cosmos, within every single breath.
I once had a life, with its boredom and its joys and sorrows.
I once had a world, one that was filled with mankind.
I once had a naive belief, that I thought things were always like that.
I once had a Samadhi, a place where there was absolutely nothing.
I once had a love, a love that was never realized.
I once had a journey, where solitude was the only direction.
I once had a thing, a thing that could never be told.