時間忘記帶走的當下輕盈

夢的歧義與秋蟬的最後道別

月光黯淡了朝露

在美好即將逝去的早晨裡

我已經不再雕刻未來的古卷

請忘記時間忘記帶走的當下輕盈

一個迷失方向的自我漂泊

究竟、追尋、在而不在

盡此幻化，一段非常理性的探索

世界、人間、大海漚沫

都屬短暫 ，一種沒有目的的想象執著

專注、集中、三摩地定

只是一如，一次莫名意外的掉落

物外、心裡、鏡像看覓

唯有空無 ，一個迷失方向的自我漂泊

      A Self Adrift, Having Lost Its Direction

After all, pursuit, being and not being

Through this entire maya, a thoroughly rational inquiry

The world, the human realm, the sea’s foam

All are transient, a purposeless fixation of imagination

Focus, concentration, samadhi

Merely thus, a single inexplicable fall

Beyond things, within the mind, mirrored searching

Only emptiness remains, a self adrift, having lost its direction

人間已寒露

我思我不在

夢裡秋風涼

人間已寒露
空山夜未央

    —— 2023.10.8寒露，今日10.22，後天霜降。猶記2015在海拔1000m阿里山隙頂山區的蘭園工作，那是此生第一次親眼看到霜降。

而此刻，一樣的空山，一樣的秋夜，一樣的我，只是鬚髮又白了些！

  Cold Dew Descends Upon the World

I think, therefore I am not.

Autumn winds chill in dreams.

Cold dew descends upon the world.

Emptied mountains, night far from over.

平行宇宙 - 基於量子理論與基於mv理論的

關於紅新星Kic9832227，預計將發生在2022.3.15前後6個月內，亦即2021.9.15-2022.9.15，在2018.9的數據重新分析表明該預測有誤，這也就是為何這段時間內實際上並未觀測到Kic9832227。這裡做進一步深入探討。

以下為2023.10.19對於《那路塔斯的想象 - 113.》“由占星到科學，現象與隱秩序 ”一文的新增: 

光與重力的起伏浪潮

圖由Bing image creator 生成

不再敬畏這些石頭的沉默與堅強

文明的擺設誠實地欺騙了世界

原來偉大不過是幻影中的美麗雕像

雖然去年還有荒煙蔓草

秋風依舊流行著燦爛奪目的金黃印象

稻穗已經開始親吻大地

但正義的呼喊誓言消滅寧靜

戰爭從來只為它自己的瘋狂感到驕傲

一起猜想隔夜的咖啡是否酸苦優雅

如果寫信給理性的數學預言

有誰知道將會迎來怎樣的宇宙翻騰

等待著若存若亡的光與重力的起伏浪潮

    Of Light and Gravity's Undulating Tide

No longer in awe of the stone's silence and strength,

Civilization's ornaments honestly deceive the world.

Greatness,it turns out, is but a beautiful statue in the realm of illusions,

Though last year still saw wild smoke and tangled grasses.

The autumn wind still carries the dazzling golden impression,

Rice stalks have begun to kiss the earth.

Yet the cries for justice vow to extinguish tranquility,

War has ever been proud only of its own madness.

Together we ponder whether last night's coffee was sour and bitter with elegance,

If we were to write letters to the prophecies of rational mathematics,

Who could know what cosmic upheavals would come in response?

Await the undulating tide of light and gravity,both existing and not.

秋天的費布那契之旅

微光裡時間貓步而行

森林用落葉傾聽它悄悄走過的聲音

人生的記憶若是咖啡將冷

你為自己吟唱一首詩歌

重回秋天的費布那契之旅

(*Fibonacci數列)

附註

獨坐曙光下的山丘寒涼

望渺渺遠方流水

夢猶在兮

童年的魚不知去向了何方

我輕輕地敲擊著思想的空白鍵

無待此生的來去行蹤

秋天早晨的冥想

偷到一個很長的冥想

我打算挑戰時間的百般無聊

在一杯咖啡慢慢冷卻的秋天早晨

樹林有風

窗外的陽光是少年

  Meditation on an Autumn Morning

I stole a long meditation

planning to challenge

time’s many forms of boredom

on an autumn morning

as a cup of coffee

slowly cools

there is wind in the woods

outside the window

sunlight is a boy

想像之心

邏輯撩撥了異常

它哭泣

沒有時候

黎明的晦暗之風折斷的夢

秩序扭曲了鏡像

它狂喜

並不常常

黃昏的寂寞之雨擁抱著被吞噬的黑洞

時間隱藏了單位

它空白

如果茫然

人的想像之心消失無蹤

      The Mind of Imagination

Logic provokes the anomalous,

It weeps

Without moment—

Dreams broken by the murky wind of dawn.

Order distorts the mirror-image,

It revels

Not often—

The lonely rain of dusk embraces a devouring black hole.

Time veils its measures,

It blanks

If bewildered—

The human mind of imagination vanishes without trace.

那時不明白

圖：母親與我（1960年代，基隆八斗子派出所前）

不再是世界的一部分

天空和它的天氣很平常

海岸線上的公路素描著無知的童年

那時不明白什麼叫做悲傷

不再是歲月的踽踽獨行

記不住的的記憶

偷偷踩著母親的裁縫車想要編織宇宙的神秘星夜

那時不明白什麼叫做別離

不再是盼望寫信的人間

東北季風總算遲到了幾天才來

躲在一個清醒夢裡呼喚著沉默的聲音

那時不明白什麼叫做等待

   That Time I Did Not Understand

No longer a part of the world

the sky and its weather were ordinary

the coastal road sketched an ignorant childhood

that time I did not understand what sorrow meant

No longer the lonely trudging of years

memories that could not be remembered

secretly stepping on my mother’s sewing machine

trying to weave the mysterious starry night of the universe

that time I did not understand what parting meant

No longer a human world waiting for letters

the northeast monsoon arrived a few days late at last

hiding inside a lucid dream, calling out to silent voices

that time I did not understand what waiting meant

QA26+6

(*部分圖文依编者及原作者考量，標註“略”或“...”。)

Q.

(2023.8.31)

2021年，我们请教了您Q1-19。2022年，Q20-21。这些讨论的大部分内容都已归类于您的Q&A中，目前已至QA26。昨天，小组各成员发来了他们所关心的问题，我挑选了一个作为Q22，因为同时有6位成员关心这个话题，包括我本人。

黃昏的邀請

當世界傲慢地炫耀著讓人迷失的美好虛幻時，
我只能用已經被遺忘的青春來藐視它。

那一路走來的孤寂並非總是坦然，

我想接受黃昏的邀請無懼地走入黑夜。

編曲演唱：Suno AI 

    The Invitation of Twilight

​When the world arrogantly flaunts its delusive splendor,

I can only defy it with a youth long since forgotten.

The solitude along that arduous path was not always serene,

Yet I long to accept the invitation of twilight,

And stride fearlessly into the night.

沒有人類的午後

池上大觀亭，沒有人類的午後

沒有人類的金黃綠色裡

只剩下午後的稻香與陽光

當你聽見來自遠方的陌生消息
也許我將成為風的低聲歌唱

     A Humanless Afternoon

In the golden-green without humans

Only the scent of rice and afternoon sunlight remain

When you hear a strange message from afar

Perhaps I will become the wind’s soft song

   —— 繼去年夏天之後，最近D和S又來信開啟另一輪新的Q.22的討論(之後將接著記錄在“幾何易網課”的QA26+6)。今天S談到2021秋在我幾何易網課末期，D讀到我的太極MKB，隨後並找S和G一起解讀研究筆記內容，也談到 D、S、Y、M、L還有其他成員對我的研究的一些感覺。我突然想到胡波的電影作品《大象席地而坐》裡兩個少年在教室走廊的對話:

(34:21-)

世界是一片荒原。

什麼？

這本書裡說的，我很感動。

你很感動？

寂静

星辰蔓延著它們的神經突觸，

穿透森林的紗窗來到清醒夢中。

光語迷亂人的思想，

但寂靜却安撫了我即將經歷的未來。

    Silence

The stars spread their neural synapses,

piercing the forest screen into my lucid dream.

The language of light confounds the mind,

but silence soothes the future I am about to experience.

如果

苦楝樹不安地斷落它伸向天空的探索

那是暴風雨的本該清澈之心

自帶鍵盤的啄木鳥冷靜地敲打著時間的堅定石階

如果，我微觀世界裡假裝隱形的如果

思想決然地推開它曾經幽暗的門窗

那是寂寞的世界終於關機享受自己的安靜

永恆的計算預言著人間無人的末日確實已過

如果，我短暫生命裡悲喜交織的如果

創造的幾何白目地訴說它對真理的愛戀

那是曙光在海岸山脈之後的姍姍來遲

在乎了遙遠的距離但一天自有一天的星辰

如果，我幻覺世界裡任其遨遊的如果

          If

The chinaberry tree, uneasily, breaks off

its reach toward the sky

that is the heart of the storm

meant to be clear

a woodpecker with its own keyboard

calmly tapping

the firm stone steps of time

If, the if in my microscopic world

pretending to be invisible

Thought resolutely pushes open

its once shadowed doors and windows

that is the lonely world

finally shutting down

to enjoy its own quiet

eternal calculation foretells

the humanless apocalypse

has indeed already passed

If, the if in my brief life

where sorrow and joy are intertwined

The geometry of creation

naively speaks of its love for truth

that is the dawn

arriving late

behind the Coastal Mountain Range

caring about distant distances

yet each day has its own stars

If, the if in my hallucinatory world

left free to roam

海葵颱風夜讀Defeat

海葵台風肆虐，掀掉了微光玄量亭，給D寫信:

一个小时前，海葵台风登陆隔壁东河乡(15:40台风眼登陆，如附图)，土想森林的微光玄量亭整个掀开倒塌(如附图)，正好秋凉之后可以原地重建一间新土屋。去年918池上強震，加上今天狂暴的台风直扑，我住的土屋竟然都完好如初，幸甚！一整天都守在窗边备战，大自然的力量，我们都该敬畏。六年前刚来山上，没水没电住了帐篷快半年，有次台风大雨，帐篷进水又几乎飞走，那时百味杂陈，躲在帐篷里面度过漫漫长夜，偶尔怀疑自己为何选择这样的道路，好不容易等到天明了，看着曙光心中无限快乐，人在现实世界一无所有的时候，他就拥有了全宇宙。

用心回你们的信是我简单山居生活的最大乐趣，也是我在与世格格不入之中少数能够为世间做的奉献。应该感谢你们给我机会才对！

也感谢海葵台风，大停电，人可以回到大地全然黑暗又宁静的母胎中。

————

入夜，就著手機微光和僅剩的電量，無意中在YouTube聽到紀伯倫的Defeat

https://youtu.be/JE8taOWjVbc?si=T9mm_tkk2tYtt0uk  

Read by Shane Morris

標題說明寫著A Life Changing Poem of Dark Times，正適合今晚在這樣完全黑暗的山林裡獨自一人聆聽:

Defeat

by Kahlil Gibran

Defeat, my Defeat, my solitude and my aloofness;

You are dearer to me than a thousand triumphs,

And sweeter to my heart than all world-glory.

 

Defeat, my Defeat, my self-knowledge and my defiance,

Through you I know that I am yet young and swift of foot

And not to be trapped by withering laurels.

And in you I have found aloneness

And the joy of being shunned and scorned.

 

Defeat, my Defeat, my shining sword and shield,

In your eyes I have read

That to be enthroned is to be enslaved,

And to be understood is to be leveled down,

And to be grasped is but to reach one’s fullness

And like a ripe fruit to fall and be consumed.

 

Defeat, my Defeat, my bold companion,

You shall hear my songs and my cries and my silences,

And none but you shall speak to me of the beating of wings,

And urging of seas,

And of mountains that burn in the night,

And you alone shall climb my steep and rocky soul.

 

Defeat, my Defeat, my deathless courage,

You and I shall laugh together with the storm,

And together we shall dig graves for all that die in us,

And we shall stand in the sun with a will,

And we shall be dangerous.