不曾存在的我

圖：Lumicat

當我離開我自己的時候
我才終於學會像孩子般哭泣

那是我本來的樣子

而如今我已經是個白髮老人

當我離開我自己的時候

我才終於明白什麼是母親的愛

那是我本來該有的樣子

而如今我已經臨近流浪的終點

當我離開我自己的時候

我才終於想起好好擁抱自己的靈魂

那是我本來就是的樣子

而如今我已經變成不曾存在的我

      The Me That Never Was

When I left myself

I finally learned to cry like a child

That was my original form

And now I am white-haired and old

When I left myself

I finally understood a mother’s love

That was how I ought to have been

And now I near the end of my wanderings

When I left myself

I finally remembered to embrace my own soul

That was what I always was

And now I have become the me that never was