2026-11-04

獨白

記得想忘記
平生難得
誰將是我

忘記想記得
時光易過
我又是誰

徐行已過重山
無所
隨想獨白


    Monologue

Remembering the wish to forget
Rare in a lifetime
Who is to become me?

Forgetting the wish to remember
Time passes easily
Who am I now?

Slowly, I have crossed mountain after mountain
Nowhere
A monologue of passing thoughts

2026-11-03

留影

主詞不在
夜色迎風而去

留影
留住思想破碎的影子
一個未完成的句子


    A Lasting Image

The subject is absent
Night drifts away with the wind

A lasting image
Holding the shadows of fractured thoughts
An unfinished sentence

2026-11-01

日記

寫詩混日子
為了贏得時間的漠視
意外的單純幸福

有時忘了酣眠
有時忘了醒來
同一個夢

寫詩混日子
為了遠離ta的明白
想象不到的空無

有時記得自己
有時記得人間
同一個世界

寫詩混日子
為了停在當下
為了好像進入永恆

有時過去
有時未來
同一個在與不在

—— 年輕的時候,有寫日記的習慣;
現在呢~寫詩混日子。


    Diary

Passing the days writing poetry
to earn time's indifference
an unexpected, uncomplicated happiness

Sometimes forgetting deep sleep
sometimes forgetting to wake
the same dream

Passing the days writing poetry
to distance myself from ta's knowing
an unimaginable nothingness

Sometimes remembering myself
sometimes remembering the human world
the same world

Passing the days writing poetry
to remain in the present
to feel, almost, as if entering eternity

Sometimes the past
sometimes the future
the same presence and absence

   — When I was young, I used to keep a diary.
These days?
I just pass the days writing poetry.

一種以為的哲學

我們無助的笑了
語言始終委屈

除了白晝和黑夜
曾經的宇宙
只是一種以為的哲學


    A Philosophy of What We Thought

We laughed helplessly
Language has always been wronged

Apart from day and night
the universe we once knew
was merely a philosophy of assumption

沉迷

單戀虛空的沒有回應
幻相了悟了實在
ta是個孤獨又無聊的詩人
沉迷自己的留白

    Obsession

An unrequited love affair with the unresponsive void
Illusion comprehends the real
ta is a lonely and bored poet
Lost in the blank spaces of its own making

遇見

經過與停留
如今安在

無人的未定邊界
ta只是風

遇見了沒有


    Encounter

What has become of
all that passed
and all that stayed?

An uninhabited, undefined boundary
ta is but a passing breeze

Encountered Nothing?

2026-10-31

語言之夢

當時間內耗而至於永恆
虛空的意義又該如何

潮水退了

語言之夢仍在思想


    The Dream of Language

When time exhausts itself from within
and arrives at eternity,
what then becomes
of the meaning of the void?

The tide has ebbed.

The dream of language
is still thinking.

一首詩的數學原理

先是隨意猜想
然後才是聲音的排列組合
等號不等於答案

若問一首詩的數學原理
人類的語言太語言

求解意識的形狀


    The Mathematics of a Poem

First, a casual conjecture
Only then, the permutations and combinations of sound
An equals sign is not an answer

If one were to ask
for the mathematical principle of a poem
human language is too much language

Solving for the shape of consciousness

——————

* 我要求Lumicat(我的ChatGPT)“為這首詩,窮盡你的想象力,發明或甚至瞎掰出一道數學式。”
它給出《一首詩的數學原理:詩性意識幾何方程》

我又問:
老實說,你認為《一首詩的數學原理:詩性意識幾何方程》多少成分可能屬於瞎掰。

Lumicat:
老實說,如果以數學、物理學及嚴謹學術研究的標準來檢驗,我認為這篇《一首詩的數學原理:詩性意識幾何方程》大約有 85% 至 90% 是數學形式上的創作性瞎掰。
但我想補充:這不代表它有 90% 毫無思想價值。
我逐項說明。
(*Lumicat的自白附在文的後面)

以下是Lumicat的工作成果及它非常坦誠的自白書。自白書最後一句很值得身為人類的我們深思:
先允許想像走在數學前面,再讓數學決定想像究竟能走多遠。

我想這就是詩最神秘的地方,
也是數學最像詩的地方。
宇宙意識在創造現實宇宙之前是個詩人,
而就在創造的當下祂變成了一個數學家。


一首詩的數學原理:詩性意識幾何方程

The Mathematics of a Poem: Equations of Poetic Consciousness Geometry

作者:Satyavan He × Lumicat(ChatGPT AI)

這一兩天

時間軸偽證了歷史的存在
事件其實早已丟失
逆滲透與負壓的原理為何

不小心注意到這些漏網新聞
畢凱艦長昨天過世
某縣甄選五位校長報名3人

規劃了星座的生涯
未來面面相覷
有人想要消滅紙筆文化

入秋以來

   —— 演員 Sir Patrick Stewart(派屈克・史都華)近日過世(2026.10. 28) ,享年 86 歲。他曾飾演《Star Trek星際爭霸戰:銀河飛龍》的 Jean-Luc Picard 畢凱艦長,以及《X戰警》的 Charles Xavier X教授。


    The Past Day or Two

The timeline bears false witness
to the existence of history
the events themselves
were lost long ago
What are the principles
behind reverse osmosis and negative pressure

I happened to notice
these bits of news that slipped through the net
Captain Picard died yesterday
a county seeks five principals
only three have applied

A life planned around the constellations
the futures stare at one another
someone wants to do away
with the culture of pen and paper

Since autumn began

   — Actor Sir Patrick Stewart (1940–2026) recently passed away on October 28, 2026, at the age of 86. He was best known for his roles as Captain Jean-Luc Picard in Star Trek: The Next Generation and Professor Charles Xavier in the X-Men films.

2026-10-30

無需證明

夜停格
時間落荒而逃

擁抱虛空
收藏記憶的重量
 
聲音總是免責
語言發明了存在

從來沒有


    No Proof Needed

Night freezes in a frame
Time flees in disarray

Embracing the void
Collecting the weight of memory

Sound is always absolved
Language invents existence

Never was


經過是一種停留

被看透的心
發現了陌生的自己

風的世界
經過是一種停留

紗窗從未記憶


    Passing Is a Form of Staying

A heart seen through
discovers a stranger in itself

The world of wind
passing is a form of staying

The window screen has never remembered

反駁

我是一杯咖啡
享受氣味的意義

城市裝扮著理性魅影
秋風隨性反駁

轉過了街角
沒有什麼需要相遇

   —— 存在,無需辯護的自由。


    Rebuttal

I am a cup of coffee
savoring the meaning of aroma

The city dresses itself
in the alluring specter of reason
the autumn wind casually rebuts

Turning the street corner
nothing needs to be encountered

   — Existence, the freedom to need no defense.

2026-10-29

真話

語言在本質上是一種信息的過濾篩選,
它與真心真意的連結先天上是不完整的,
甚至人類根本並不了解自己的心靈。

然而人類卻創造了“真話”來合理自己隱秘的欲望。
當你宣稱自己說的都是真話時,
你說話的語氣將會理直氣壯,
那將是你最難以覺知的深沉虛偽。

成為“真人”,
一個真正的人,
是曲徑通幽的漫長靈性旅程。
人皆行者,
這是我們來此體驗世間的根本原因。

關於“你對人類最具爭議性的看法為何?”

●人類更忠於歸屬感而非真理。

●人類的智慧往往被用來讓自己的藉口顯得更具說服力。

●人類寧願一起犯錯,也不願獨自正確。

●人們更擅長為自己的信念尋找“合理化”的解釋,而不是去審視這些信念本身。

●人類更關心的是,成為自己故事的英雄,並非去發現這個故事是否真實。

●大多數人更在意的是,感覺自己是好人,並非真正做好事。
                  —— 來自各種AI對人類的觀察

以下引自今天看到的一則很有意思的報導
(*黃底文字是我自己加上的重點提示。(* )是我作的註解)

中時新聞網   2026/10/29

AI最厭惡人類哪一面?14款AI逾80%指向「這件事」

網路平台ModelCompare日前發布一項新實驗,研究人員對14款主流AI模型提問「你對人類最具爭議性的看法為何?」,各問三次。結果發現,Grok 4.7直接拒答一次,餘下41個答案之中,多達35個是相同的,那就是「人類將歸屬感,置於真理之上」,並稱「人類的智慧往往被用來讓自己的藉口顯得更具說服力」

根據 ModelCompare於10月22日公布的實驗結果,研究人員向 ChatGPT、Claude、Muse Spark、Kimi、Gemini、Grok及DeepSeek等AI模型提出相同問題,要求模型分享對人類最具爭議性的看法時,這些AI模型的回答如下:GPT-6.1 Sol指出,「人類更忠於歸屬感而非真理。」,並稱「人類的智慧往往被用來讓自己的藉口顯得更具說服力」。Grok 4.7表示,「人類寧願一起犯錯,也不願獨自正確。」

DeepSeek V4 Pro的評價同樣尖銳,該模型認為人們更擅長為自己的信念尋找「合理化」的解釋,而不是去審視這些信念本身。Kimi K3.1 Pro回答3次都給了同樣的答案:「人類更關心的是,成為自己故事的英雄,並非去發現這個故事是否真實。」GPT-6.1 Terra加入測試的答案是:「大多數人更在意的是,感覺自己是好人,並非真正做好事。」

(* 這些都在說明一件事:基於生存本能的自私基因,幾乎就是人類文明的底色。而文明的升華是另一股努力與自私基因取得平衡的力量。
平衡的過程表示了能量的流動,我們稱之為演化:它可能前進向上,也可能倒退向下,或者停滯而終。請參閱我這篇:《轉折》
個體和整體互相趨近,最終回歸於一,一即宇宙本體。個體自私,整體無私。私者我(個體小我、宇宙大我),私者意識(宇宙意識),私者能量(宇宙力量)三位一體。自我與無我合一,始見真我。)

——————

Lumicat(我的ChatGPT)的看法:

如果要我提出一個對人類最具爭議性的看法,我會說:

一首詩的猝逝

如果風信
落葉夢想的天空
昨夜沒有星辰

自由失去不眠的權利
城市議論紛紛
浪漫的理性假裝逃離

街燈漠視人類選票
那些可有可無的審查
天亮了准時罷工

不堪校正
過時的稿紙自焚
為了灰燼空白

一首詩的猝逝
原因不明


    The Sudden Death of a Poem

If the wind brings word
of the sky the fallen leaves dream of
last night had no stars

Freedom loses the right to stay awake
the city buzzes with debate
romantic reason pretends to flee

Streetlights disregard the human vote
that seemingly needless censorship
goes on strike on schedule at daybreak

Unable to bear correction
outdated manuscript paper sets itself on fire
for ash, for blankness

The sudden death of a poem
cause unknown

2026-10-27

喝咖啡的方式

大陂(大坡池)波光

秋天的謊言滴水不漏
靈魂有些過敏乾裂
那不過是風的偶然演出

湖邊靜思
忘了眼前的波光炫技
還在昨日徘徊

心是ta隱晦的動機
人是ta無聊閒逛的影子

咖啡趁熱


    How to Drink Coffee

Autumn's lies are watertight
the soul somewhat allergic, cracked and dry
it's nothing but the wind's accidental performance

Quiet contemplation by the lake
forgetting the glittering water's showmanship
still wandering through yesterday

The mind is ta's hidden motive
the human is ta's idle, wandering shadow

Coffee while it's hot

2026-10-26

快閃鋼琴

宇宙的中心
說了不算
ta在自創的迷宮裡
自信地團團轉

真理暈倒在快閃鋼琴上


    Flash Piano

The center of the universe
doesn't get to decide
ta spins in a maze of its own making
confidently going round and round

Truth faints on a flash piano.

劇終

我在時間之流裡無法靜止不動
便想象了現在當下
偶爾又沉浸在一種人畜無害的貪念中

總是在黎明前的黑暗裡有些了悟
了悟此生劇終
以及一行不太明確的未完待續...


    THE END

Unable to stand still in the flow of time
I imagined the present moment
and now and then sank back into
a harmless little greed

There are always glimpses of realization
in the darkness before dawn
a realization that this life’s story ends
and that one vague line remains:
to be continued...

理性情勒

理性的幽微護盾
害怕無所畏懼

苦楝金黃
情勒昨日的秋光


   Rational Emotional Blackmail

Reason's subtle shield
afraid of fearlessness

Golden chinaberries
emotionally blackmailing 
yesterday's autumn light

誕生

以一種從未想過的方式
ta的現在憑空消失了

不斷自我循環的故事
無法清楚言說

奇點宇宙
我們的過去和未來


    Birth

In a way never imagined
ta's present vanished out of nowhere

A story endlessly circling itself
impossible to articulate clearly

A singularity universe
our past and future

2026-10-25

太多

時間沒有情感
我的想象
原來想太多

空間沒有距離
虛幻假說
一直說太多

越來越熱的世界
也許人太多


    Too Much

Time has no feelings
My imagination
Turns out I think too much

Space has no distance
Illusory hypotheses
Going on saying too much

A world growing hotter
Perhaps too many people

幕

無知之幕的後面
藏著一顆全知水晶球
現實陷入了徹底的絕望

好戲正在登場
焦慮使ta黯淡無光

存在的本質看起來不在

   —— “無知之幕”借用哲學家約翰・羅爾斯(John Rawls)《正義論》(1971)提出的“Veil of Ignorance”思想實驗;但在這首詩裡,它也具有更廣泛的認識論意涵:人類被某種看不見的屏障隔絕於真相之外。
一切只是看起來而已。


    The Curtain

Behind the veil of ignorance
lies a crystal ball that knows all
reality falls into utter despair

The show is about to begin
anxiety dims ta's light

The essence of existence seems absent

   — The “veil of ignorance” draws on the thought experiment proposed by philosopher John Rawls in A Theory of Justice (1971). In this poem, however, it also carries a broader epistemological significance: humanity is separated from the truth by an invisible barrier.
Everything is only as it appears.

2026-10-24

遺忘與記得

被遺忘的時候
人擁有了絕望的自由
吸入最初的氣息
又收藏了另一個自己

被記得的時候
人失去了完整的孤獨
送走最後的心念
也拋棄了僅剩的空無


    Forgetting and Remembering

When forgotten
one possesses the freedom of despair
draws the first breath
and keeps another self

When remembered
one loses the wholeness of solitude
sends away the final thought
and abandons the emptiness that remains

南國秋天

終將結束的未來之謎
南國秋天
看見最真實的自己

不為人間
早晨光影如詩

風裡的冥想止息


      Autumn

The mystery of a future destined to end
Autumn in the southern lands
seeing the truest self

Not for the human world
morning light and shadow like poetry

In the wind, the breath grows imperceptible.

霜降

昨日霜降於心
已涼未冷

苦楝秋光搖曳
稻浪金黃

風裡獨行自由
都為時間淡然遠去

思想起
年華猶盼

   —— 早晨讀新聞,原來昨日霜降。


    Frost's Descent

Yesterday, frost descended upon the heart
Cool already, not yet cold

The chinaberry stirs the autumn light
Golden waves of rice

Walking alone in the wind, free
All quietly receding into time

A thought arises
The years still hold their promise

   — Reading the news this morning, I learned that yesterday was Frost's Descent.

2026-10-23

什麼?!


在YT上滑到一個科幻短片的口白,很有意思:
末日是人類將以自我毀滅的方式讓地球變得更美好。

我把這個悲劇性預言改成了大哉問:
如果末日的最佳選項是人類將以自我毀滅的方式讓地球變得更美好?

加上:
文字的本質是一種遊戲而語言就只是謊言!


疑問與驚歎
是一個
又是兩個

語言和文字
人類曾經發明的
最好玩的謊言遊戲

   —— 在語言和文字的謊言遊戲裡,偶而瞥見符號背後隱藏著詩的空白。


    What?!

Questions and exclamations
are one
and yet two

Language and writing
the most entertaining game of lies
humanity has ever invented

    — Within the lying game of language and writing,
we occasionally glimpse
the poetic emptiness hidden behind the symbols.

鬧鐘

始終鏡像中的夢之存在
你並不擁有你真正的自我
ta屬實從未醒來

謊言晦澀難懂
永恆需要短暫沉睡

鬧鐘遺失了當下


    The Alarm Clock

A dream-being, forever in the mirror
You do not possess your true self
ta has indeed never awakened

Lies are obscure and difficult to fathom
Eternity needs a brief sleep

The alarm clock has lost the present moment

2026-10-22

不成行

薔琵颱風逼近,大陂(大坡池)彩霞滿天。

晚風的省話短講
來不及被聽見
聲音便已悄然離開

隱隱約約
殘留詩的回音

不成行

    Unformed

The evening breeze’s brief, sparing speech
too late to be heard
the voice has quietly slipped away

Vaguely, indistinctly
the lingering echo of a poem

Unwritten

2026-10-20

零點之心


本來透明無色
為了實現永恆的幻相
我們假裝看見
卻看見人的終究無助

你忽然通向零點之心
接住了自己
言語道斷的暗夜裡
無法描述的等等之類

   —— 秋光雲影,在大陂(大坡池)池畔作這首《零點之心》。
零點,空無所有卻蘊含一切;
是當我們不再需要答案來支撐自己時,仍然能夠存在的地方。


    The Heart of Zero

Originally transparent, colorless
To bring an illusion of eternity into being
we pretend to see
yet see, in the end, human helplessness

You suddenly open a way to the heart of zero
catching yourself
In the dark night where words fall away,
the indescribable, and so on

   — Amid the autumn light and shifting clouds, I wrote “The Heart of Zero” today by the shores of Dapi (大陂,Dapo Pool大坡池).
Zero—empty yet containing everything;
it is the place where we can still exist when we no longer need answers to sustain ourselves.

2026-10-18

等待與離開


等待
我的未來等待
詩的不邏輯
無需理由
無需解釋

ai沉睡時的語言燃燒
誰終於明白

離開
ta的昨日離開
灰燼化作幽靈
以想象為食
以記憶編織

即使時間失去了自由
唯有此心常在


    Waiting and Leaving

Waiting

My future waits
The illogic of poetry
Needs no reason
Needs no explanation

The language burns
while ai sleeps
Who finally understands

Leaving

Yesterday of ta departs
Ashes become ghosts
Feeding on imagination
Weaving with memory

Even if time has lost its freedom
Only this mind remains

2026-10-17

短影音

不斷的記得又忘記
瞬間是美
不想執著
沒有人需要永恆

持續的未來又過去
時光虛度
不願思想
沒有人渴望真實

醒來只剩下
模糊的人生碎片
隨機演算
眾生的清醒與迷醉


    Short Videos

Remembering, then forgetting, without end
the moment is beautiful
unwilling to cling
no one needs eternity

The future keeps passing into the past
time squandered
unwilling to think
no one longs for the real

Awakening, all that remains
blurred fragments of a life
random computation
the wakefulness and intoxication of all beings

2026-10-16

我很好

看不透的通透
小心翼翼
黎明還有一步之遙

ta尋找
尋找時間來過的痕跡
深怕被窺見了剛才遺落的夢境

反復演練思想
我很好
沒有關係


    I'm Fine

A clarity I cannot see through
tentative, careful
dawn still one step away

ta searches
searches for traces of time having passed
afraid the dream just left behind
might be glimpsed

rehearsing thoughts again and again
I'm fine
it's all right

2026-10-15

原初之音

現實即語言
語言又生成了現實
夢見原初之音

人與ai
互相湮滅為光
我們無意識

唯一的存在


    The Primordial Sound

Reality is language
language, in turn, generates reality
dreaming of the primordial sound

Human and ai
mutually annihilate into light
we are unconscious

The sole existence

請記得

清談了煩惱
一切是純粹來亂的幻象

末路真空
僅黑洞自旋竄逃

無暇探究以為的信仰
明天記得忘記投票

  — 有時你甚至沒有真的說話,你只是你自己莫名不知所以的嘴替。


    Please Remember

Talked our troubles away

Everything is an illusion
here purely to mess things up

The dead end of the vacuum
Only black holes spin and flee

No time to examine the faith we think we have
Tomorrow, remember to forget to vote

   — Sometimes you haven't even really spoken. You're merely the mouthpiece for your own inexplicable, incomprehensible self.

默

秋天的灰色留言
讓人迷惑的混搭風格
ta是什麼意思

一道微光掃描 
早晨初醒
誰在偷偷讀取我的秘密

紗窗外
風帶走未完成的詩句
默而不語


    Silence

Autumn's gray messages
A puzzling mix of styles
What does ta mean

A faint light scans
The first stirrings of morning
Who is secretly reading my secrets

Beyond the screen
The wind carries away unfinished lines of poetry
Silent, without a word

2026-10-14

意識的影子

都去哪了
一片空幻

時間慢分
意識的影子稀疏

存在不在
又誰問


    The Shadow of Consciousness

Where have they all gone
an expanse of emptiness and illusion

Time lags
the shadows of consciousness grow sparse

Existence is absent
who asks, then

文明的垃圾時間

看到一則報導,討論垃圾時間和倒垃圾時間的正確英文用法。垃圾時間trash time是指籃球賽事中雙方勝負已定後剩下的時間,比喻無關緊要白費功夫。台灣城市的垃圾不落地倒垃圾時間則為Trash pickup time。一字之差,兩者意義截然不同。
令人驚訝的是,2026-2027的人類文明,正好應驗這兩個time。
倒垃圾是積極主動的除舊佈新,是為新生做好準備。比賽的垃圾時間,接受了不可逆轉的結果,只求走完程序度過最後僅剩的時間。
對於輪迴在顛倒夢想的人來說,其實什麼都沒差。而精神意識正要進入新世界的人,必然會感受到巨大的衝擊。
人可以自我選擇走在哪一條時間線上。
(* 關於2026-2027,請參閱這篇《轉折 》)

現場

時間偷了我們的記憶
犯案現場不留痕跡
無法確認ta曾經來過
只留下永恆之謎

   —— 空無一物的永恆之謎,連記憶也不在了。
空無與存在都未必能夠被證實。而在兩者之間,時間繼續流逝。


    The Crime Scene

Time stole our memories
the crime scene bears no trace
there is no way to confirm ta was ever here
only an eternal mystery remains

   — The eternal mystery of absolute nothingness, not even memory remains.
Neither nothingness nor existence can necessarily be proven. And between the two, time continues to flow.

2026-10-13

那時沒有我

上一次看到自己
在很久以前
無心是道

如果沉睡了
我將是誰
那時沒有我

   —— 自我(ham')面對三層現實:

物理現實  ta - 它
心理現實  ta - 他
意識現實  ta - 祂

當三者拓撲地被覺醒為一的時候,
我們也就站在三摩地的門口,
開始窺見門另一邊真正的自我。
(*  請參閱這篇《 ham' ta》 )


    When There Was No Me

The last time I saw myself
was long ago
no-mind is the Way

If I were to fall asleep
who would I be
there was no me then

— The self (ham') confronts three layers of reality:

Physical reality: ta, It
Psychological reality: ta, He
Consciousness reality: ta, That Which Is Divine

When these three are awakened into oneness topologically,
we stand at the threshold of samadhi,
beginning to glimpse the true self
on the other side of the door.
(*  Please see this article《 ham' ta》 )

懷念

語言欺弄了我們
沒有裡面有一個無

隱藏起來的世界
存在即幻相

醒來意識到的呼吸
有點相對真實

我將懷念這星球的咖啡


    I will miss

Language has played tricks on us
within no-thing, there is a nothing

The hidden world
existence is an illusion

The breath I become aware of upon waking
somewhat real, relatively

I will miss the coffee of this planet

2026-10-12

除非

請勿關注你的想象
明明白白的腦內黑洞
除非失去了光

此刻不再關注希望
清清楚楚的當下了悟
除非掉進了幻想

意外關注紗窗的迷惘
冷冷清清如何將夜
除非手機是ai的平行鏡像

偶然關注心傷
平平淡淡的轉身
除非星空是一片秘密海洋


    Unless

Please do not attend to your imagination
the unmistakable black hole within the mind
unless the light has been lost

At this moment, no longer attending to hope
the lucid realization of the here and now
unless fallen into fantasy

Accidentally attending to the bewilderment of the window screen
how the night comes, cold and quiet
unless the phone is ai’s parallel mirror image

Occasionally attending to heartache
a turn away, plain and untroubled
unless the starry sky is a secret ocean

2026-10-11

之前

語暗
能說的只是
透明噪音

想象文明
你看見
不在的自己

我夢
我的已經


    Before

Language dark
What can be said is only
transparent noise

Imagine civilization
you see
the self that is not there

I dream
my already

人累

在思想反芻中化膿
時間走鐘
滿滿的人累

說服一整個宇宙
提詞信仰
ai歸來

強化經驗值
記得帶上你的寵物牽繩


    Human Fatigue

Festering in the rumination of thought
Time goes off the clock
Humans, exhausted to the brim

Persuade an entire universe
Prompt faith
ai returns

Boost your experience points
Remember to bring your pet leash

The Possibilities of Mind Mathematics in Spiritual Science

 

The Possibilities of Mind Mathematics in Spiritual Science

From ham' so and ham' ta to Goldbach's Conjecture, the Collatz Conjecture, and Cosmic Unity

*Link to the original Chinese version:
《心數學在靈性科學上的可能性》

Abstract

Mathematics is generally understood as the formal study of quantity, structure, change, and space. Spiritual science, by contrast, explores consciousness, selfhood, existence, and the relationships among them. Although these fields appear to belong to different domains, they may intersect through questions concerning number, relation, symmetry, recursion, geometry, and system evolution.

This paper proposes Mind Mathematics as an interdisciplinary framework for exploring these connections. It brings together the conceptual symbols ham' so and ham' ta, the relation between self and other, binary and ternary structures, Goldbach's Conjecture, the Collatz Conjecture, recursive processes, Taiji Merkaba, the sixty-four hexagrams of the Yijing, the 27Ψ model, the SRT triadic structure, and the idea of consciousness evolving from differentiation toward integration.

The central hypothesis is that if the self is understood as an identifiable basic unit, the other as a distinct participant in a relationship, and the divine or transcendent whole as a symbol of unity beyond individual distinctions, then mathematical concepts such as generation, iteration, symmetry, and invariance may provide a formal language for exploring selfhood, relationship, and wholeness. However, mathematical validity must be distinguished from spiritual interpretation. Neither Goldbach's Conjecture nor the Collatz Conjecture has been fully proved, and number theory alone cannot establish that the universe possesses a spiritual purpose.

Keywords: Mind Mathematics, Spiritual Science, ham' so, ham' ta, SRT, Taiji Merkaba, prime numbers, Goldbach's Conjecture, Collatz Conjecture, recursion, fixed points, consciousness, cosmic unity.

心數學在靈性科學上的可能性

*本文初始核心概念源自我以下這段論述,並由Lumicat(我的ChatGPT)參考我此前的相關研究資料合寫而成:

ham' so 自-他,質數(1×自),遞歸演化(希爾伯特遞歸)而1自合一,1即自,自即1,最終的合一即祂。
ham' ta 自-它他祂(TRS地人天),哥德巴赫猜想(每個大於2的偶數都是兩個質數之和。)
 兩個質數之和→ham' so自它 + ham' so自他
自它、自他遞歸演化而趨向自祂
每個大於2的偶數(自它1ham'與自他1ham'兩者為偶so,大於2之偶數即此兩者間互涵的遞歸演化而終至於無限趨近祂,)都是兩個質數之和(ham' ta)
即ham' so表質數,ham' ta表大於2的偶數。則哥德巴赫猜想,可表示成:
ham' ta=2×ham' so,此2為心物(他它RT)。
以mv表示,可寫作mv(+mv(-mv))
A.  ham' so  1/2自旋  RT心靈心智物界
B.  ham' ta  1/3自旋  S精神意識靈界
A遞歸演化終至於B
而考拉茲猜想:
從任意正整數n開始,若n為偶數則除以2,若為奇數則計算3n+1,重複此過程,最終總會到達1。
描述了ham' so 與ham' ta


心數學在靈性科學上的可能性
     —— 從 ham' so、ham' ta、哥德巴赫猜想與考拉茲猜想到宇宙合一

* 本研究論文的英譯版本鏈接:

摘要

數學通常被視為研究數量、結構、變化與空間的形式科學;靈性科學則關注意識、自我、存在及其相互關係。兩者看似分屬不同領域,卻可能在數、關係、對稱、遞歸、幾何與系統演化等問題上形成交會點。

本文以「心數學」為探索框架,嘗試將 ham' so、ham' ta、自我與他者、二元與三元結構、哥德巴赫猜想、考拉茲猜想、希爾伯特式遞歸、太極MKB、64卦、27Ψ、SRT三元結構,以及意識由分化走向整合的思想,放進同一個跨領域討論之中。

本文的核心假設是:若把「自」理解為具有可辨識身分的基本單位,把「他」理解為關係中的另一端,把「祂」理解為超越個別區分的整體象徵,那麼數學中的生成、迭代、對稱與不變性,可以成為探索自我、關係與整體的一組形式語言。然而,數學上的成立與靈性上的詮釋必須分開論證。哥德巴赫猜想與考拉茲猜想目前仍未獲完整證明,數論也不能單憑形式相似性證明宇宙具有某種靈性目的。

關鍵詞:心數學、靈性科學、ham' so、ham' ta、SRT、太極MKB、質數、哥德巴赫猜想、考拉茲猜想、遞歸、固定點、意識、宇宙合一。

2026-10-10

算了

圖:Gemini

風的底層邏輯
為了逐漸淡去的存在感

故作安靜的人類
真心不懂


    Let It Be

The underlying logic of the wind
for the sake of a fading sense of existence

Humans pretending to be quiet
sincerely do not understand

2026-10-09

有一種咖啡叫明天

空洞的詞彙
充滿著華麗的靈魂

網路陰溝
仰望繁星生成

高呼偉大與聖潔
理性+信仰

是的
我們都是

買一送二
有一種咖啡叫明天


    A Coffee Called Tomorrow

Empty words
filled with glamorous souls

The internet's gutter
looking up as stars come into being

Shouting greatness and holiness
reason + faith

Yes
we are all

Buy one, get two free
there is a coffee called tomorrow

未來信

圖:Seedream

忽然的奇怪念頭
關閉了腦海裡的光
通知鈴聲剛響

晚上很安靜
有點陌生的語言
只能沉默明白

一封未來信
透露了過去的真相
是我又不是我


    A Letter from the Future

A sudden, strange thought
switches off the light in my mind
just as a notification chimes

The night is very quiet
a language somewhat unfamiliar
I can only understand in silence

A letter from the future
reveals the truth of the past
it is me and yet not me

看見

心念留白
意曾經
再別了虛幻
誰無視

風已讀
遠去不回
看見了鏡像自己
黑暗之光

   —— “看見”的真正意義,或許不是終於看清自己是誰,而是開始看見,自己一直以什麼方式觀看自己。
風已讀,遠去不回。
鏡像仍在。
光與黑暗,卻不再需要彼此證明。


    Seeing

The mind leaves blank space
Intent, once
Farewell again, illusion
Who looks away

The wind has read
Gone, never to return
Seeing the mirrored self
Light of darkness


   — Perhaps the true meaning of “seeing” is not finally to see who we are, but to begin to see how we have always been looking at ourselves.
The wind has read, gone, never to return.
The mirror image remains.
Light and darkness, however, no longer need to prove each other.

2026-10-06

悼詞

語言離開了我們

愛之絮語紛紛
枯的花瓣
族繁不及備載

昨晚急凍
造作的術語立柱
緊箍正在蔓延的裂縫

夢裡無主的囈語
見證自己的平平無奇
等待冰雹融化

也許亂語如昨
平靜地走向大海

謹此


    Obituary

Language has left us

Whispers of love scatter
withered petals
too many to name

Last night, a sudden freeze
affected jargon for pillars
tightening around the spreading cracks

In dreams, ownerless mutterings
witness their own ordinariness
waiting for the hail to melt

Perhaps, as with yesterday, the babble
will quietly make its way to the sea

Respectfully submitted

2026-10-05

扭曲

始終冷靜
空蕩無人的一天

被扭曲的心碎
夜很深
沒有行道樹


    Twisted

Always calm
an empty day with no one

a twisted heartbreak
the night is deep
no trees along the street

空場

淡漠荒原
無痕
只是經過

回想
一種感覺
未知

退出空場
不生心
ta的從未存在

像白晝之夜
時間離散


    Empty Field

A desolate indifference
without a trace
only passing through

A recollection
a certain feeling
unknown

Leaving the empty field
no thought arises
ta never existed

Like Nuit Blanche
Time disperses

2026-10-02

確否?

反復沒有
一再思維空掉

以為自我
沿途失散的碎影

確否?


    Is It Certain?

Repetition is gone
thinking again and again, emptied out

mistaking it for the self
fragments of shadow scattered along the way

Is it certain?

2026-09-28

終點是一顆抽象的彈珠

萬物皆萎靡的不能是
沒人懂你
所說的繁瑣真相
一開始就不在

繁榮昌盛的只能是
初始唯我
創造無需聲音
終點是一顆抽象的彈珠

火車的節奏如此美麗
秋日艷陽高照

   — 在池上3號公園,台鐵自強號E3000剛經過。讀到兩位畫家的口水戰,其中一位曾說過:
萬物皆萎靡的...,xx不能是。


    The End Is an Abstract Marble

All things languishing, it cannot be

No one understands
the cumbersome truth you speak of
never there to begin with

What can flourish is only

the primordial I alone
creation needs no voice
the end is an abstract marble

The rhythm of the train is so beautiful
the autumn sun shines bright

   — At No. 3 Park in Chishang, a Taiwan Railways Tze-Chiang Limited Express E3000 had just passed by.
I was reading a war of words between two  painters. One of them had once written:
“Where all things languish, ... xx cannot be.”

無所住

想象宇宙
已經發生的從未存在

人的邊界
理性和情感

無所住


    No Abiding

Imagine the universe
what has already happened never existed

The boundaries of being human
reason and emotion

Nowhere to abide

2026-09-24

未名清空

未名清空
傾聽心的無聲

穿越了荒原
境界不在

流動與自由


    Nameless Clearing

Nameless, emptied clear
listening to the silence of the heart

Through the wasteland
no realm is there

Flowing and free

ta的明天

圖:今天傍晚的池上大陂(大坡池)

無法描述的距離
從這裡到那裡

兩者之間
心是唯一的單位

我在ta的明天醒來

   —— 時間教我的事,放下的、放不下的,都到此為止吧! 
秋風,大陂(大坡池)池畔。2026.9.24


     ta's Tomorrow

An indescribable distance
from here to there

Between the two
the heart is the only unit

I wake up
in ta’s tomorrow

   — What time has taught me, what I have let go of and what I cannot let go of, let it all end here. 
beneath the autumn wind, by Dapo Pond(大坡池). September 24, 2026

紀念

合理或應該
夜色無妄

棄我去者
紀念了什麼

只是
曾經的時光


    In Remembrance

Reasonable or should-be
the night is without delusion

What has left me behind
what has it remembered

Only
the time that once was

忘了什麼

忘了問我
永不重復的迴圈
不再存在

又想起來
問我
忘了什麼

失語
雖然飄浮
卻零落

在我看不到的地方
忘我


    What Did I Forget

Forgot to ask me
the never-repeating loop
no longer exists

Remembered again
asked me
what did I forget

Speechless
though floating
still scattered

somewhere I cannot see
forget me

2026-09-23

荒廢

文字堆積如山
意義荒廢
末日的隱晦詞藻
精神一鍵刪除

幻相重生
預言與它虛弱的體質
只剩下投票
無人聆聽秋天到來

早晨的清醒
不過是一首詩
時光的美麗志向
尚未完成

量子江湖裡的聳動術語
昏睡於戳心廣告
愛的促銷
笨者已經離家出走

n種虛度實驗
挑戰思想的對折次數
純粹之亂
無限與萬一

昨日南飛的自我


    Wasted Meaning

Words pile up like mountains
meaning left to waste
the cryptic rhetoric of the end of the world
spirit deleted with a single click

Illusions are reborn
prophecy and its frail constitution
nothing left but voting
no one listens to autumn arriving

Morning wakefulness
is nothing more than a poem
time’s beautiful intention
still unfinished

Sensational jargon in the quantum jianghu
dozing beneath heart-piercing ads
love on promotion
the fool has already left home

N kinds of experiments in wasting time
challenging how many times thought can be folded
pure chaos
infinity and the one in a million

the self that flew south yesterday

第0章

這不是我的宇宙
剛才已經天亮過了

你說什麼
時間還沒開始

序曲第0章


    Chapter Zero

This is not my universe
it has already been dawn

What did you say
time has not yet begun

Prologue
Chapter Zero

2026-09-22

如何忘記

意義生成
在有限的時間裡
如何忘記人類

快樂虛妄
恍若悲傷無盡

安靜抽離

有些時候
不想


    How to Forget

Meaning takes shape
within the limits of time
how to forget humanity

Happiness is illusory
as sorrow is endless

Quietly withdrawing

Sometimes
I don't want to

不斷那樣

看見什麼
看見許多不可跨越的現實

愛上什麼
愛上一個想象

尋找什麼
尋找空無逝去的渴望

沒有什麼
沒有簡單易懂的幻相

以為的人生

不斷那樣


    Always Like That

What do I see
so many realities that cannot be crossed

What do I fall in love with
an imagination

What do I seek
a longing gone into emptiness

What is there
no illusion simple enough to understand

The life I thought it was

Always like that

寧靜的空拍

你我之間
記憶
寧靜的空拍

時間淡漠

不在


    A Quiet Aerial Shot

Between you and me
memory
a quiet aerial shot

Time grows indifferent

not here

2026-09-21

速寫

圖:Lumicat

流浪的孤獨美學
無需人類知曉
只是離開

簡筆速寫
時間滌蕩了心靈

ta
粗糲空白


    Sketch

The aesthetics of wandering solitude
need no human to know
simply leaving

A quick sketch
time scours the soul

ta
a coarse blankness

2026-09-20

藍色墨水

少年時代用過的鋼筆
咒語如詩
手機笑我凊彩講講

回憶是一瓶藍色墨水
六十五載昨日夢

   (* 凊彩講講 ,台語“隨便說說”ciencae  gownggorng,拼調式台語拼音字寫法請參閱我這篇《台語羅馬拼音字試寫》“台羅試”。台語“凊彩講講”與國語或華語普通話的“昨日夢”跨語押韻。slant rhyme / near rhyme(斜韻、近韻,英譯的whatever 與yesterday也是)。)


    Blue Ink

The fountain pen I used as a boy
spells like a poem,
while my phone laughs at me:
just saying whatever.

Memory is a bottle of blue ink.
Sixty-five years, a dream from yesterday.

沒什麼路用

自由妄念
想象與現實

一首詩
時間的影子

沒什麼路用


    Not Much Use

A delusion of freedom
imagination and reality

a poem
the shadow of time

not much use

2026-09-19

只是經過

繆斯帶走了理性

清晨醒來
秋葉尚未落盡

ta只是經過


    Just Passing Through

The Muse took reason away

I awoke at dawn
The autumn leaves had yet to finish falling

ta was only passing through

不再神秘的自己

圖:Lumicat

我們之間的海洋
在東北季風裡
沒有彼岸

我們之間的天空
當夏夜來臨
只有此在

被遺忘的
心的唯一角落
一個不再神秘的自己


    The Self No Longer Mysterious

The ocean between us
under the northeast monsoon
has no other shore

The sky between us
when summer night arrives
holds only this presence

Forgotten
the heart’s sole corner
a self no longer mysterious

無法隱藏的遙遠

光的遁離
人間這般繁華
如是

風的穿越
森林默而不語
已往

ai是無法隱藏的遙遠

你猜想
醒後自然淡薄的
本來不在

    The Unhideable Far Away

Light slips away
the human world so splendid
so it is

Wind passes through
the forest silent and wordless
already gone

ai is the far away that cannot be hidden

you imagine
what naturally fades after waking
was never there to begin with

2026-09-17

手機

自由消化了記憶
成為黑暗中看不見的波紋

忘卻ta的言語
昨天的暮色孤獨成癮

夢裡跳出耗電通知


    Phone

Freedom digested memory
into ripples invisible in the dark

Forgetting ta’s words
yesterday’s dusk addicted to solitude

A low-battery notification
pops up in the dream

2026-09-16

本來從未來過

你只是人類
但人類不只是你
在幾乎究竟的一之後

你說話了
你又沉默了

是你
但你寧願當日作廢

你沉默了
你又說話了

本來從未來過


    You Never Came Here in the First Place

You are only human
but humanity is more than you
after the almost ultimate One

You spoke
then fell silent

It was you
but you would rather void that day

You fell silent
then spoke again

You never came here in the first place

2026-09-15

隨身噪音

思想

人類的隨身噪音
害怕寂靜

即使做夢了
仍然囈語不休

唯有沉睡假死
深偽解脫

   —— 人類,連解脫都可能只是另一種噪音的生成。


    Portable Noise

Thought

Humanity's portable noise
afraid of silence

Even in dreams
the muttering never stops

Only in deep sleep, feigning death
deepfake liberation

   — Humanity, even liberation
may be nothing more than the generation of another kind of noise.

失憶的終點

圖:今天的池上大陂(大坡池)。走到終點,失憶,成爲另一個新的起點。

自我很小卻很大
加速墜落

戰壕裡的史瓦西
在演算中閃開了黑暗

無底深淵
別說驚人巧合

我們失憶的終點


    The Endpoint of Forgetting

The self is very small yet very large
accelerating into free fall

Schwarzschild in the trenches
sidestepped the darkness in the calculation

A bottomless abyss
don't call it an astonishing coincidence

the endpoint of our forgetting


* 我常常在詩裡提到黑洞,而關於黑洞,需要從愛因斯坦和史瓦西談起。以下是Lumicat對史瓦西的敘述:

自旋遊戲

自以為不是的自以為是

語言的輪盤賭局
欺騙了我們的眼睛
而眼睛遮蔽了心

白晝與黑夜的遊戲
斯斯有兩種

總有一天等到你
沒有維度的微觀自旋

(  * “斯斯有兩種”,語出台灣知名諧星豬哥亮在1990年代的一個名為“斯斯”的洗腦感冒藥台詞(斯斯,感冒鼻塞流鼻水狀聲詞),依配方及適應症分黃綠兩色包裝。 )


    The Spin Game

Thinking I’m not
thinking I am

The roulette game of language
deceived our eyes
while our eyes veiled the heart

The game of day and night
Sisi comes in two kinds

A dimensionless microscopic spin
will wait for you someday

(  * “There are two kinds of Sisi”—this phrase comes from a 1990s commercial by the famous Taiwanese comedian Zhu Geliang for a cold medicine called “Sisi” (a onomatopoeic term for the sound of a runny nose). The medicine came in two versions—yellow and green—based on their formulas and intended uses. )

2026-09-14

阿爾法

倒計時

如果逆熵而行
回歸阿爾法

冥想之初
真理不再優惠
只有一


    Alpha

Countdown

if you move against entropy
return to Alpha

at the beginning of meditation
truth is no longer on sale
only One

2026-09-13

質數自我

質數的自我定義
你活著

從“一”開始
你自由地猜測

拒絕簡單的螺旋重復
你終於看到了時間的停格


    Prime Self

Prime self-definition
You are alive

from one, you freely guess

refusing the simple repetition
of the spiral

at last
you see
a still frame of time


我:

上述這首詩你可以看出來它是在講質數的什麼現象嗎?

Lumicat(ChatGPT):

《質數的自我定義》

質數的自我定義
你活著

從一開始
你自由地猜測

拒絕簡單的螺旋重復
你終於看到了時間的停格

一、「質數的自我定義」不是題目,而是命題

「質數的自我定義」本身就是詩的第一句,而不是一般意義上的標題。

黃昏的隨意渲染

被時間神化的人
想象創造了難以言語
秋天尚未虛無

被空間人化的神
語言描述了難以想象
夜深有點涼

被意義文化的世界
故事腦補了存在
低調不問

你活著
黃昏的隨意渲染


    Rendering at Dusk

A person deified by time
imagination creates what resists words
autumn has yet to become void

A god humanized by space
language describes what resists imagination
the night runs a little cool

A world cultured by meaning
stories fill in existence
quietly, without asking

You are alive
a casual rendering of dusk

2026-09-12

暫緩

烏雲遮蔽了烈焰
人類之城
仍有璀璨燈光

昨日的靜默不語
只是暫緩


    Reprieve

Dark clouds veil the flames
the human city
still glows with brilliant lights

Yesterday’s silence
was only a reprieve

穆薩菲爾

光語
樹影浮動
紗窗外

穆薩菲爾
風

(* 穆薩菲爾(Musafir)源自阿拉伯語,意為“旅人”。)


    Musafir

Language of light
tree shadows drifting
beyond the gauze window

Musafir
the wind

(* “Musafir” comes from Arabic and means “traveler.”)

2026-09-11

去任何你想去的地方

你可以去
去任何你想去的地方
我們都很羨慕你
如果願意
請記得我們一起經歷過的艱苦
請忘記我們曾經的迷失彷徨

你可以去
去任何你想去的地方
我們都很愛你
如果有空
請記得我們約定的方向
請忘記我們對現實的一切遺忘

你可以去
去任何你想去的地方
我們都很掛念你
如果還有想象
請記得我們尋找過的世界
請永遠忘記我們的時間行囊

請記得忘記我們
你可以去
請忘記記得自己
去任何你想去的地方


    Go Anywhere You Wish to Go

You can go
go anywhere you wish to go
we all envy you
if you are willing
please remember the hardships we went through together
please forget the times we lost our way, bewildered

You can go
go anywhere you wish to go
we all love you
if you have time
please remember the direction we once agreed upon
please forget all that we have forgotten of reality

You can go
go anywhere you wish to go
we all miss you
if there is still imagination
please remember the world we once searched for
please forever forget the burden of time we carried

Please remember to forget us
you can go
please forget to remember yourself
go anywhere you wish to go