2025-12-06

我有過一個什麼

我有過一個真理實相,在每一次的彷徨迷失中。
我有過一個宇宙,在每一次的呼吸之間。

我有過一個生活,各種無聊和喜怒哀樂。
我有過一個世界,充滿人類。

我有過一個天真的以為,以為都是那樣。
我有過一個三摩地,裡面什麼也沒有。

我有過一個愛情,從未實現的愛情。
我有過一個旅行,孤獨是唯一的方向。

我有過一個什麼,一個無法訴說的什麼。

​        The Thing I Once Had
​I once had a truth and reality, amidst every moment of wandering and loss.
I once had a cosmos, within every single breath.

I once had a life, with its boredom and its joys and sorrows.
I once had a world, one that was filled with mankind.

I once had a naive belief, that I thought things were always like that.
I once had a Samadhi, a place where there was absolutely nothing.

I once had a love, a love that was never realized.
I once had a journey, where solitude was the only direction.

I once had a thing, a thing that could never be told.

2025-12-05

斷裂

圖:Lumicat

貓躡足於風的停留處
堅守秘密的角落自帶疏離
自由不再需要了悟
意義的追尋是一種本質上的錯過

也許某個世界的隱形版本
如果淡忘了
那應是昨日追悔不及的斷裂

—— 2025.12.4 回池上的鐵路,鄰座乘客在電話中突然冒出一句:“斷裂感”。

          Fracture
A cat steps lightly where the wind pauses,
holding a secret corner, aloof by nature.
Freedom no longer needs comprehending;
the search for meaning is a missing, in essence.

Perhaps some invisible version of a world,
if forgotten,
becomes the fracture beyond yesterday’s regret.

— On the train returning to Chishang, Dec 4, 2025. The passenger next to me suddenly said “a sense of fracture” on the phone.

2025-12-03

也只是

圖:有事上臺北,在基隆河錫口碼頭彩虹橋坐看落日黃昏

我的想象也只是我的想象
明天太陽依舊升起
不停的說話與末日濾鏡

我的情感也只是我的情感
月亮依舊沉落
黑暗終將拋棄失眠的光明

我的希望也只是我的希望
人間依舊喧嘩
唯有沉默安撫了剛才離開的心情

      Only So Much
My imagination is only my imagination.
Tomorrow the sun will rise again.
Words keep pouring out, tinted by an apocalyptic filter.

My feelings are only my feelings.
The moon will still descend.
Darkness will abandon the sleepless glimmer of light.

My hope is only my hope.
The world of humans remains clamorous.
Only silence soothes the mood that has just departed.