秋夜不眠

孤獨慣了
生活卻不總是那樣難道
秋夜裡山風有些寒涼
人間不眠
致一切正在遠去的簡單美好

   Autumn Night, Sleepless
Used to solitude,
yet life is not always that way, is it
in the autumn night the mountain wind carries a slight chill
the human world stays awake
a tribute to all the simple beauties quietly fading away

我想我沒有在想

信仰在墳墓裡面隨意俯仰
真理真的不理
正義沒有正確的定義
人類人人無法分類
說話說了就不算話
心靈心中沒有屬靈
解釋解而不釋
我想我沒有在想

    I Think I Am Not Thinking

Faith bends and rises at will
inside a grave.

Truth truly
does not care.

Justice has no correct definition.

Human beings, every one,
cannot be classified.

Words spoken
no longer count as words.

The soul, within the heart,
holds nothing spiritual.

Explanation explains
but never releases.

I think
I am not thinking.

即將浩瀚無垠

聰明的旅客上車再補票
生命之旅良夜莫空過
打開車窗讓自己的靈魂透透氣
良心建議不建議
這美麗又危險的即將浩瀚無垠

              —— 秋陽，東北風。海岸山脈，好日。遠山，縱谷平原。詩，不停...

凝固的背影是一種良好的不幸

圖：Lumicat

廢話始終來自人性
道德也許只是一種流行
強烈懷疑這樣的懷疑
信仰與傻傻分不清

智慧始終非關人性
了悟了沒有沒人說得肯定
自虐地相信這樣的相信
這是什麼情形

他很善意靈魂的存款永遠是個零
好想小小的邪惡好想單純年輕
整個世界都在半日照
凝固的背影是一種良好的不幸

      Frozen Back Is a Kind of Well-Mannered Misfortune

Nonsense has always come from human nature,

morality may just be a fashion.

I strongly doubt this kind of doubt,

faith and foolishness are hard to tell apart.

Wisdom has never really belonged to humanity,

whether one is enlightened or not, no one can say for sure.

Masochistically believing in such belief,

what kind of situation is this?

He is kind, yet his soul’s savings account is forever zero.

He longs for a little bit of evil, longs to be simply young.

The whole world lives under half-daylight,

a frozen back is a kind of well-mannered misfortune.

光點

在樹林裡工作了一整天，日頭西斜，正好照著金字塔頂上的水晶。

原來，要有光就有光……

你原來不是你

你對真理很冷漠
你只熱愛日子好混

你不敢去愛
你總是躲在情感的窗口偷窺

你永遠客觀又中立
你是個蠻有潛力的明星政客

你信仰奴隸哲學
你樂於做個道德侏儒

你日行一善
你從不承認自己的偽善

你並非不敢去愛
你是不懂得如何去愛

你假裝
你假裝絕不假裝

你是一切
你不是你自己

你相信
你相信你不相信

你以為
你以為你不以為

你是你
你原來不是你

​     You Are Not Yourself After All

​You are indifferent to the truth

You only adore the ease of getting by

​You dare not love

You always hide, peeking through emotion's window

​You are perpetually objective and neutral

You are a promising star politician

​You believe in the philosophy of the slave

You are content to be a moral dwarf

​You perform one good deed daily

You never admit your own hypocrisy

​It's not that you dare not love

It's that you do not know how to love

​You pretend

You pretend not to pretend

​You are everything

You are not yourself

​You believe

You believe you do not believe

​You think

You think you do not think

​You are you

You are not yourself after all

天涼了隨便說說

已讀不用回
蠻嚴重的精神失落
沒事好做每天過

熱愛道德全裸
像個時尚舞台上的寵物小狗
空氣很是啰嗦

白天愛戀著黑夜
總是活著
天涼了隨便說說

—— 看似正在離開進行式，已讀不用回。我們這個世界，你明白的，唯一的解釋是不解釋。日子普通，好吧！天涼了，讓我們隨便說說。

     Speaking Casually as the Weather Cools

Read, no need to reply.

A rather severe spiritual loss.

Nothing to do, day after day.

I love moral nudity,

Like a pet dog on a fashion stage.

The air is quite nagging.

Daytime loves the nighttime,

Always alive.

As the weather cools, we speak casually.

      — It seems to be an ongoing departure, read, no need to reply. In this world of ours, you understand, the only explanation is no explanation. Days are ordinary, fine! As the weather cools, let us speak casually.

很廢的當下原來

孤獨是一種自在
生活不總是明白
時光愛我又不愛我
遊戲著曖昧的輪迴謎猜
一切果然空無
但是很廢的當下原來

編曲演唱：Suno AI

     The Original Trivial Now

Loneliness is a kind of freedom

Life isn't always clear

Time loves me and doesn't love me

Playing with enigmatic cycles of mystery

Everything is indeed emptiness

But the original utterly mundane now

人間夜未央

不就這樣一回事
無常的我的心苦悶地閱讀著天空
候鳥南飛偶然發現我們一起走過的海岸線
潮水已經離開了所有的夢

關於了悟
人間夜未央

     Human Night, Not Yet Dawn

Just that—nothing more.

My fickle heart gloomily reads the sky.

Migratory birds flying south chance upon

the coastline we once walked together.

The tide has withdrawn from all dreams.

About enlightenment—

the human night, not yet dawn.

這個不錯！

鬼靈魅影：柯克艦長！回去回去，記住這個詛咒，當風呼嘯之時，濃霧便將籠罩大地。快離開這，所有人，否則死亡會吞噬你們。
柯：史波克，有什麼意見？
史：這首詩非常差勁，艦長。
柯：來點有用的。
史：我們剛才見到的一幕不是真實的。
柯：這個不錯！
                                                               

Star Trek - The Original Series  S2E7

這個確實不錯！Maya幻相的最佳註解

未來的凝視

米塔颱風前夕在水池邊看中央山脈晚霞

未來正凝視著我們的死亡

陳年酒瓶信仰著異味的沉澱純屬自然現象
然而憤怒與輕鬆自若的優雅隱藏著一種邪惡的循環論證
我們終於學會了高尚的道德造句
偉大的力爭下流的靈魂啊多想偷窺這世界的無間苦楚

秋天了你猜誰將率先落葉

編曲演唱：Suno AI

       The Future’s Gaze

The future stares us down — our deaths like patient portraits.

Old bottles keep the faith of odd sediments, a natural rite of rot.

Anger wrapped in casual, practiced grace — a polite face for a vicious circle.

At last we speak in splendid moral clauses, fluent in our own absolutions.

O glorious souls — who labor to fall, striving downward with terrible zeal, debased yet grand — how you long to peep at the world’s unceasing suffering.

Autumn arrives; name for me which leaf will fall first.

今天的天空

土想森林的天空出現一群外來鷹類盤旋翱翔，大約二、三十隻，停留了幾分鐘後又往南邊移動，我猜那也許是較早南徙過境的灰面鷲。牠們盤旋的高度和海岸山脈幾乎一樣，我們的大冠鷲也上去和牠們打招呼。我趕快進屋裡拿望遠鏡想要看個仔細，出來時已經不見蹤影。
這裡，為季節的變換做個記錄。

那天我在海邊遇見我自己

成功海濱公園，Supriya和我

那天我在海邊遇見我自己
一個如此熟悉的陌生人
看似兩個不完全對稱的影子
他說你再也不用想像那些尷尬又無趣的哲學

時間在浪潮聲中緩緩消失
我拾起一顆石頭奮力地丟向遠方的深邃凝視
一個如此熟悉的陌生人
那天我在海邊遇見我自己

編曲演唱：Suno AI

   That Day I Met Myself by the Sea

That day I met myself by the sea,

A stranger so familiar,

Like two not-quite-symmetric shadows.

He said, You need no longer imagine

Those awkward and tedious philosophies.

Time slowly dissolved in the sound of tides.

I picked up a stone and hurled it

Into the distant, profound gaze.

A stranger so familiar—

That day I met myself by the sea.

時間的顯影

Kumuda暑假到歐洲自助旅行，在德國的一個舊貨市場帶回一台古董濕版相機，他的第一個濕版作品是自己手工做的小提琴，再來就是土想屋，很有復古味道。

時間的顯影

世界隱形於剎那

迷思著彼岸

如是的種種猜想

這裡曾經

用鋁梯充當相機腳架

沖洗鋁板相片（正片，與實景左右鏡像）

第三個秋天

這是來池上的第三個秋天，到卑南溪挖砂，河床上的芒花在日頭底下閃爍著金色記憶，人生的美好盡在這自然與簡單之中。

空椅子的等待

匆匆走過

在那個被遺忘的現場裡

生命中總有一張空椅子的等待

   The Waiting of an Empty Chair

Passing in haste,

within that forgotten scene,

there is always an empty chair waiting in life.

編曲演唱：Suno AI

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