2022-04-29

想象的星圖

你知道明天正在過去的未來裡悄然逝去
當黑洞努力吞噬著人類的語言碎片時
一顆流浪無主的小行星究竟能有多麼耀眼燦爛
你也明白永恆總是過度烘焙著理性和情感
而慣性欺瞞的所謂歷史早已讓人徹底絕望
一個沒事鬥爭吵鬧的世界又該如何從想象的星圖上抹掉全刪
    —— 這小小的星球上,一個因著貪念和恐懼不斷地鬥爭吵鬧的人類世界,也許明天正在過去的未來裡悄然逝去。
語言的碎片拼湊了好像真有那麼回事的虛幻思想,又或者我們只是詞彙稍微多一點的物種而已,這難道會是文化的本質嗎?
一直以為是,但我們其實從來沒有真的活過...

   Imaginary Star Chart
You know that tomorrow
is quietly fading
within the future that is already passing.

As black holes struggle
to devour the scattered fragments
of human language,
how brilliant, after all,
can a homeless wandering asteroid truly be?

You also understand
that eternity is always overbaking
both reason and emotion,
and that the so-called history,
deceptively sustained by inertia,
has long driven us into absolute despair.

In a world endlessly quarrelling and contending,
how could one possibly erase it,
delete it entirely,
from an imagined star chart?

   —— On this tiny planet,
a human world driven by greed and fear,
forever quarrelling and contending,
may already be quietly fading
within the future that is passing away.
Fragments of language piece together
an illusion that almost seems convincing,
or perhaps we are merely a species
with a slightly larger vocabulary.
Could this be the essence of culture?
I once believed so.
Yet in truth,
we have never really lived.